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guys ive always been like a hairy person tbh but ive started noticing MORE tiny hairs all over my body and they’re so small u can barely see them but i know they’re there and that they werent there before and they’re growing!!!!and its so exciting!!!! its so weird but body hair is something i was really excited about and its happening!!!!my arm hair is slowly getting longer and darker and like connecting on my inner forearm almost, the hair on my hands is also getting darker. ive always had little hairs on my knuckles and the tops of my hand but i can see them evem more now and my eyebrows are getting thicker, im getting more hair where i didnt before. im getting more belly hair+chest hair (tmi but ive always had a p pronounced happy trail, and a lil bit of fuzz on my chest+around nips but theres MORE now) and the hair i had already is darker. i can see a lil mustache coming in also!!! and some lil side burns!!!! tbh thanks at my hairy af latino genes tbh im excited 2 b a fuzzy boy

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Happy 1 month old my boy. You are truly a great joy to have 🥰 #ezrajamesooi #1mo https://www.instagram.com/p/CGT_c46pTq_/?igshid=1tcmnb4wei7ae

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Happy 1 month old my boy. You are truly a great joy to have 🥰 #ezrajamesooi #1mo https://www.instagram.com/p/CGT_c46pTq_/?igshid=1tcmnb4wei7ae

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Happy one month old Ezra! #1mo #fullmoon https://www.instagram.com/p/CGKrO6yJU2e/?igshid=12ggygtfzrwl6

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this one’s a little bit belated considering that our one month was technically yesterday, but i still want to post this nonetheless.

i know I always say it, but i’m so lucky and so grateful to not only have met you, but to be with you on this level. having the opportunity to create a deeper bond with you, teaching you about me and learning about you, and slowly (but surely) letting myself be vulnerable around someone again, it’s all been so wonderful and refreshing and i can’t get enough of it.

you being here in my life, it’s been a blessing for me and i can’t emphasize that enough. i’ve told you before, but with the pain i’ve had in the past couple years prior to having encountered you, i told myself that i was going to be more cold and calculating, and not allow myself to be open for anyone the way i had been before. it was a defense mechanism that i was sure i had to employ— but meeting you in person for the first time, i felt something i had never felt before, and couldn’t help but feel an immediate soft spot amidst the walls around my heart.

granted, things haven’t been easy in the way of letting those walls come down; i’ve had my share of anxiety because i felt as if it was too dangerous to get close to someone again. i had to fight every urge to push you away because of that, and then again because i felt as if someone like you was too good for me. there’s a lot of that i have hid from you, and am only mentioning now, because i didn’t want to scare you away with that kind of intensity so soon.

but between the patience you’ve had for me, the sweet words you speak to leave me assured of how you felt for me, and the proof lining up in the consistency of your actions, it’s become less of a struggle to let myself show you the most vulnerable parts of me and let my heart grow closer to you. you make sure i know that it’s okay to show these aspects of myself to you. you help me feel okay in showing what my heart has to offer, and to not leave it guarded in its’ personal suit of armor. all this progress has made the fight within myself worth it and I’m happy to stand where i stand with you.

i’m sure it’ll be an ongoing process, having to deal that nagging voice in the back of my mind and damper my fight or flight, but god, if it hasn’t become infinitely easier to quiet those responses and push them away. and i know on the days that i lack, you will do what you can to help support me and remind me that this is something definitely worth making that change for.

with all of that said, here’s to the time i have been with you, and what i’m hoping will be many many more.

to more endearments and petnames and soft exchanges between the two of us.

to more pancake and late night dinner dates, gazes exchanged across the table that leave a lingering sweetness in my soul.

to more fits of deep laughter, faces scrunched and lips pulled into tight smiles as we try to contain it, but inevitably fail if for no other reason than the sight of the other like this, volleying hysterics back and forth until our sides hurt.

to more sweet nothings exchanged in bed in the dim light of your room, to more of the gentle warmth that being snuggled under a blanket with you brings + the soft touches that leave me swimming in a sea of content.

to more of you, and to more of us.

#words about you #03. /#01.28.20 #1mo