#2015sucked

[baellaboo-chan]

This is what I thought of 2016 😜😝

[expectworsthopebest]

True Story:

2015 tried to kill me using migraines, my lying ex, and depression.

Woke up January 2015 with a migraine that lasted like 38 days so I have to take medicine every single night.

My ex broke my heart, crushed my self esteem, and after several months, still gives me anxiety so bad I shake and hyperventilate 

Well with constant pain and feeling like I was not worth anything to someone who meant the whole world to me, I was depressed. I wanted to sleep all the time. My mood was over-all negative and so I wrapped myself in music and went back to basics. My parents took my ex away and the weight of the world with him. I learned how to avoid migraines. Bye 2015!

Here’s what I learned:

If someone makes you feel like trash; get away from them. You are loved and you are lovely <3

It’s okay to not lift someone up if they are pulling you into your grave

Healing comes with time

Forgiving yourself is super-duper freaking important. It is okay not to be perfect. You are only human, just breathe 

[thedemonsareintous]

1- Sometimes family can break your heart, but at the end of the day you can’t stay angry at them because they’ll always have your back.
 2- Loneliness can crush you hard, there’s nothing worse than to feel alone while being surrounded by people.
 3- It’s ok to like popular music and sing along them in the car and with friends, that doesn’t mean that you don’t have a personality. 
 4- Appreciate your culture and traditions, they mean a lot to you and there’s no need to hide them. 
 5- Don’t stay awake until the sun comes out, and wake up when it’s already going down, just because it’s summer break doesn’t mean that you should waste your time like that.
 6- Eat and drink water. 
 7- Don’t believe in every cute word a guy says to you, sometimes they aren’t true.
 8- Experiment, do and re-do, don’t be scared to try new things.
 9- Your friends will become a huge part of your life, stay close to them.
 10- Do your eyebrows, the sooner the better.
 11- Don’t let people use you just because you don’t speak english. 
 12- If you don’t wanna speak that’s ok, but the more you speak the easier it gets. 
 13- You’re gonna stop talking to him, just like that, and maybe that was for the best.
 14- Don’t self-harm it isn’t going to change anything and you’ll have to use concealer in your arms the first days of school to cover the scratches.
 15- Stop stressing, focus on what’s really important (that english crossword puzzle doesn’t count as much as that bio test)

15 things I wish I could say to myself before 2015.

[idontknowwhattoputheresohey]

[entwinedvenusxx]

Today was a regular day for me