#2017 grad

[bagelion]

Graduation cap/gown

[formyummah]

Today my beautiful friend walks across the stage at her graduation to receive her diploma!! She worked so hard and earned her degree with so many barriers, and barely said a negative word about it even when she could have exploded from the situations. She teaches everyone around her humility, gratefulness, optimism, and pure genuine kindness. She's someone who not only gives the best advice but goes out of her way always to help others out however she can. Congratulations love, I'm so proud of your accomplishments & I'm so proud to call you my sister in Islam. May Allah ﷻ bless your hard work and grant you more and more success in the future @cinnamondipped

[aksantisana]

Happy happy girl

[emilypan]

HMCS Ontario 2017 Grad (Parade Sequence)

[laninaconlasmanosfrias]

9.. fuck

7/1/2017

I really fucked up this time. So yesterday Esty got really upset with me because I yelled at him. At this point he hasn’t talked to me at all. I mean we argue all time and he usually gets over it but this time he hasn’t talked to me. I am so upset with not that but with myself for falling for it all over again. His little mind fucking games that  I always tend to run into again. I cried so hard and I cried even more because I’m a fool to believe that I thought there was even a little bit of hope of him and I getting back together. I feel so angry with the idea of us being happy again. When I am with him I have that moment where we are fine and nothing bothers me and then a slap of reality hit me and I realize that this is just temporary. He has a girlfriend, and karma is going to hit me hard for this. I guess this is what karma is doing now. I honestly deserve all of this. Maybe being alone is best for me. I don’t have time to play all of these games or worrying if the other person is cheating on me. I have to focus on me, and when the time is right it will happen. But right now I want to travel, and get into a university. 

Alright on the other hand, I am looking into getting into TWU! Fingers crossed that I get in and hopefully a scholarship or apply for financial aid. Mexico in 33 days! I AM SO EXCITED! 

Okay I feel a little better venting on here.  I tried to vent to my friends but they are all finally happy and everything is going well for them and I don’t want to ruin that. I tried texting Gabriel yesterday since he always knows what to say but since his army girlfriend came back he’s been super MIA, but then I realized he finally is happy and I couldn’t be happier for him. Also Ahmed got himself a girl! Which is awesome! I am happy that he is finally happy with someone. They are cute. Nelly is still going strong with Cesar, Kim is still engaged lol which is awesome. Allen is a cool dude. Maria is still going strong with her long distant relationship. So everyone is doing good and doing there own thing.

Alright I am going to dip since I’m work and I should do homework.  LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!