December 7
Yikes™ okay so at the beginning of this year I started doing this diary thing on my Tumblr where I would write a bit about how my days were going. I just found them when I was going through some tags and they were all v depressing, and the last one I wrote was on February 20 and it just said "Ive stopped taking all my meds" and like if anyone was going through that tag the radio silence would almost certainly scream "suicide" so I just wanted to update this before the year ends and say everything turned out okay!! Me and my bf are still together, we dont fight as much, we're graduating in a few days, and we're moving in together! I did stop taking my antidepressants but I do feel genuinely better most days, so that's cool!! It really surprised me how bad I felt at the beginning of the year, I dont remember most of it lol
