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「You should just take off your clothes if you feels hot」「Don't underestimate ultra-violet rays in this season」「It's better if you take the indoor competition then」「Nope、I don't like the smell」「So selfish~」「…Do you have any right to say that, when you're the one who want to enter the same competition as Hirano-san and then refuse the basketball」「A、good job for the 1500m race！ You want a drink？」「Don't change the subject！ I want it」

'20.4.26 At the sport festival。

#Sasaki to Miyano #hirano to kagiura #Niibashi Juuya #佐々木と宮野 #平野と鍵浦 #新橋充屋 #2020.04.26

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Father God,

I had an anxiety attack today at noon. I think it was mostly because my mom kept changing plans instead of the ones I had in my head. I thought we were just going to buy her phone and eat at a cafe. Instead, we went to buy her phone, she had to go to the grocery as well.

I am not that flexible in this. I want to do what has been discussed, not change the last minute. I love my mom, but I think it’s time for me to create the space where I will be anxious-free.

I took my last Ativan pill today. I understand how addicting it can be. Also, I am on day three of the Sertraline (half-dose). There are no side effects for me, praying that there won’t. I need to stop the cycle of worry cause that’s where my anxiety is coming from.

#2020.04.26