#2021.05.10

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潯陽江頭 夜送客

楓葉荻花 秋瑟瑟

主人下馬 客在船

舉酒欲飲 無管弦

醉不成歡 慘將別

別時茫茫 江浸月

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2021.05.10 夕ごはん

わんまいる

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2021.05.10 再検査

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2021.05.10 着せてみたよ。h&m サイズは70

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2021.05.10 お昼

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2021.05.10 2週間健診

@新百合ヶ丘

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2021.05.10 朝ごはん

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ありがとう😢🙇

ありがとうございます🙇🙇🙇

今日は海に来ました。

色々考え事があるけど、悩みが多くて、不安が多くて、答えを見つけないといけないことが多いけど、仕事が欲しい。

But then just like that, after a few minutes of searching, I found a job I would very much like to do back in my home area.

I will do more searching in Japan, because I know there are opportunities I have yet to discover, but I very quickly just went through a lot of different things I need to consider about working here in the couple of seconds I took to consider that job.

I think the bottom line is that I will never be satisfied with this system. And if I want to have a life here, yes of course I can put up with it (well), but the logical, rational, problem-solving thinking part of me will forever be frustrated and dissatisfied. Because my values and my approach to life a just different. And if I want to enjoy the work everyday I do for the rest of my life, I need to work for (or at least experience) a different system.

どうなるか分かりませんが、thank you for showing me opportunities 🙇🙇🙇