Emotions I've been feeling lately...
Lately, I have been feeling a lot of ups and downs. My emotions have been all over the place because of the boy that is currently in my life. I put myself out there and expressed to him that I like him and enjoy his company and his response was not at all what I was expecting. I am confused because his actions differ from his words. He puts in a lot of effort in person and is not so great at communicating his feelings. His response lacked validation of his feelings for me so now I find myself not being able to trust him as much as I did before. Every time I ask someone for advice or their thoughts on the situation, they say something completely different from the person before them. At this point, I feel as if I have to trust my own gut. I do not want to give up on him because I would feel more regret having missed out on something good that just took longer to develop than trying and having been hurt. I miss when I was only stressed about school and I hate that a boy can affect my mood so much. I have been trying to distract myself but I cannot get myself to think about anything else.


















