#21w4d

[growing-a-lil-alien]

I hiccupped twice yesterday and this dude points it out like "oh how cute pregnancy symptoms". whenever we are in passing in the kitchen, and I'm making food, said dude goes "baby hungry?" or, could it be that I haven't eaten in a few hours and I'm hungry? just like any normal human? could it be that my body is just doing bodily things that are normal even if I wasn't pregnant? stop being such a creep and observing my behaviors like that. ew. it's such a silly thing to get under my skin but seriously this guy weirds me out sometimes. more things that annoy me as of late. when people comment on my size, saying "you're barely showing!", "you don't even look pregnant" like oh yeah thanks I definitely needed to hear your stupid opinion on my bump. screw off! I transferred stores within my job recently, so my new coworkers have never seen my pre-pregnancy body. this lady commented the other day "wow you're starting to show!" and i couldn't help but laugh and reply "ha! starting to?" and she got awkward about it and i really wish people could not. just not. (on the flip side of that, a different co-worker said "you seem to get bigger each time I see you" and that made me feel good 😊 he is one of the managers, I like him. he also said I reminded him of a pirate with my dreads and piercings and whatnot lol.) my friends older sister is pregnant with her 4th, and she's 5(?) days ahead of me. my friends mom said, multiple times, that I look SOOO much smaller than her pregnant daughter. like that is supposed to be a compliment to me or something? I literally cried silently in the car after she said that. for my own mental health, it's just easier for me to go about assuming people mean well by what they say. but seriously. I wish people could be more sensitive to the fact that I AM SENSITIVE and just shut their mouths. ok I'm done ranting. baby is kicking a lot this morning and it's put me in a good mood 💞💞💞

[oct2017baby-blog]

13 June 2017

21 weeks 4 days today

[cupcakemaker1983-blog]

So we have no will power! We told a few white lies too since we found out! We did find out what we are having this week at our scan and we #teamblue 💙we wasn't going to find out but changed our mind last minute! New blog post up, link in bio! #pregnancy #21w4d #itsaboy #blogger #pcos #rainbowbaby #pregnancyafterloss #dreamsdocometrue

[mehimandbaby]

It's just before 8pm, and I'm as exhausted as if it were four hours later.

It is such a struggle to keep my eyes open right now, and even though I fully realize tiredness is a symptom of pregnancy, it seems so crazy that I'm this tired after a day of nothing really, this early.

[ilovezoeybrielle]

10.17.14

Nung isang araw lang nagtataka ako sa movements ng bebelove ko kasi lagi kong minomonitor yun, kaya lang nung October 15 parang hindi ko sya naramdaman kaya worried ako hanggang kinabukasan, may nabasa kasi ako sa isang internet site kapag gusto mong gumalaw sya uminom ka ng malamig na tubig or kumaen ng ice cream, or pwedeng gumawa ng kahit anong ingay na makakapagpagalaw sa kanya so kumaen ako ng icecream like i always do kasi nagrerespond naman sya kapag nakaen ako ng icecream dahil nagbabago nga daw yung temperature sa loob ng tummy ko  pero that time hindi talaga sya nagrespond kaya lalo akong nag aalala kasi consistent naman ang movements nya before gising sya ng umaga around 8am then mga 5pm na ulit tapos 11pm.Tapos eto ang nakakatawang part kahapon ng umaga nasa harap ako ng Imac habang nagpapatugtog ng Christian Songs para masanay syang makarinig ng mga pang worship songs nakaupo ako pang office chair namin na bagong linis ni tatay na binili lang namin sa butadero pero maganda pa sya parang pang executive chair nga style nya, so ayon nga super comfy ng pagkakaupo ko dun mga after 30mins tumayo ako napansin ko basang basa yung dress na suot ko pati undies ko kaya kinabahan ako nawala ako sa sarili ko akala ko nabreak na waterbag ko hahahaha! Funny! yung chair pala hindi pa totally natuyo kaya nabasa ako ay grabe talaga. Tapos Last night finallyyyyyyyyyy biglang gumalaw sya ang lakas ng force ng galaw nya nagulat ako tapos sobrang likot nya walang tigil eh syempre sobrang tuwa ko na ulit dahil naramdaman ko na ulit galaw nya habang tawa ako ng tawa lalo syang nagpapakitang gilas sakin habang hinahaplos ko tummy ko siguro gusto nyang ipafeel sakin na hindi dapat ako mag alala sakanya. nakakatuwa lang ng sobra at naaamaze parin ako hanggang ngayon kasi kaiba sa pakiramdam yung may isang baby akong pinapalaki sa loob ng tummy ko sobrang galing talaga ni God. At ayon na nga hindi pa natatapos ang pagpapakitang gilas ng baby ko pag gising ko kaninang umaga syempre nagpasalamat muna kay God sa panibagong araw at chance para mabuhay. Gumalaw sya ng saglit lang at mahinang galaw lang siguro nagising lang sya sa hawak ko at boses ko ng naggreet ako sa kanya ng Goodmorning baby, i love you. Around 10am habang inaantay sina tatay at beben dahil may pupuntahan kami nagpalipas oras muna ako, nanganta ako sa videoke namin like i always do para naman masanay na sya sa boses ko diba. mga pinili kong kanta mga pang birit like it's all coming back, total eclipse of the heart etc. etc. so habang nakanta ako medyo nahihirapan na kong bumirit kasi nga anlaki na ng tyan ko so habang nakanta ako nakahawak ako sa tyan ko napansin ko parang hindi pantay yung tyan ko parang may nakabukol sa left side ng tummy ko natawa ako bigla habang nakanta kasi kapag nabirit ako nasiksik sya sa tagiliran ko as in sobrang ang tigas nya parang feel ko yung head part nya yun pinahawak ko pa sa nanay ko kung tama akong nasiksik nga sya natawa din si nanay at biniro ako sabi baka daw ang baby ko ang nahihirapan sakin sa pagbirit ko kaya pinapatigil nako sa pag ngawa ko hahaha. FUNNY! nasa tummy ko palang sya kengkoy na hindi ako makarecover sa ginawa nyang pagsiksik sa tagiliran ko kanina hahaha! i love you baby lagi mo talagang pinapasaya si mommy. :))))))) 

[onebodythreeheartbeats]

Today's checkup update

The little people are good. Both are currently head down, which is awesome and made myself and my doctor very happy! Even though they seem to move position each week, the later in my pregnancy they are ending up head down the better....we want them to stay that way for a good (non c-section) delivery. The fluid is good in each sac & hb's were in the 150's for both babies. Overall, a good and fairly uneventful appointment. We are currently in the phase where you can't get much from an ultrasound image that is much to look at. Maybe next week :)

[takaherva-blog]

Eric really wanted to feel the baby kick so we pissed her off (read: poked, jiggled, and pushed on my belly) for a few minutes then held very still... Suddenly I felt a huge KICK and he went "SHE KICKED MY HAND!!!! AHHHH" then proceeded to repeatedly kiss that spot My husband is adorable. Except NOW SHE WONT STOP KICKING ME. I've been laying here for an hour, paying for waking her up in the first place. KickkickkickkickkickKICKkick

[igeekoutalot]

I have been in the shittiest mood for the past 3 days because I have come to the realization that I'm going to be doing everything on my own. Her "father" says he's going to be there but he has yet to prove to me he will when he hasn't done shit for almost 6 months. He's a deadbeat with no ambition. That thought alone makes me sad because my daughter deserves the absolute best. Him and I haven't been together in 2 months and honestly I wish he didn't want to be around at all because he makes my life so much more difficult with his empty promises and only drags me down. He will not do that to Aubrey. Oh well, I love my daughter and will give her the world to make sure she will have an amazing life.