#23.2.2020

[susurros-del-alma]

Necesito perdonarme todas

esas veces que no sonreí,

que dejé de lado mis sueños

por otros, que amé con los

ojos cerrados creyendo que

no me lastimarían, que di y

no recibí y creí que estaba

bien, que confié en quienes

me traicionaron, que amé y

creí en las mentiras que me

dijeron, que me quedé cuando

debí haberme ido, que no

pude defenderme del dolor,

que preferí morir en lugar

de olvidar.

Maru

[luly21]

[sixmusicalcast]

[devonjwerkheiser]

devonwerkharder “calvin ••• by @lilyjade ••• happy Sunday”

[nei-ning]

Had a dream last night where Raphael was meeting with some group who was selling / delivering drugs. Raphael, for unknown reason, was in a need of money so he agreed to take small among of cocaine with him in his pant’s pockets.

He walked on countryside road until he came to a toll / roadblock where was few soldiers. They stopped him, doing a search on him. Either someone had told them about Raphael or they had their own suspicion.

They found drugs quickly and Raphael wasn’t even trying to deny, lie or hide them. He even went as far as to taste little bit of the drug, then pressing a “cocaine” button on iPad kind of device which was one of those soldier’s. This way they were able to “write” it down quickly what Raphael was carrying.

[luly21]

شوفت البرق كتير اوى النهاردة ومشيت ف المطر بالصدفة وطول الطرق لحد البيت الدنيا بتمطر الهاند فرى مع ساره هونوا عليا الطريق واليوم كان حلو معاها 💙

[godsnameisjoy]

Drown

Date : 23 February 2020

Duration : 26 minutes at 11:15 pm

Depth : This nite from that night -

‘I have had better sessions. I drowned when the depths arrived in tonight’s session. I usually don’t. That’s the sad part. When one doesn’t get past the deep subconscious and find that ever waking, never tiring super conscious, this happens. The depths drown one’s attention instead of providing a free pass to a longer session.’

[prosy-days]

February 23, 2020 - Day 249

I did my taxes this afternoon and got to have a lovely evening with a friend afterwards.