Jan 23, 2014
Her: Please don't get me wrong and think that I'm blaming you. You did some things that broke me, I did some things that broke me and my family and friends did things that broke me. It isn't just you and me.
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Her: Please don't get me wrong and think that I'm blaming you. You did some things that broke me, I did some things that broke me and my family and friends did things that broke me. It isn't just you and me.
Her: Hey... I have so much to say right now and I hope that I don't forget anything... I'm sorry for yesterday. I broke down and I shouldn't let you "see" it. It just became too much. I lost faith in myself. I have the feeling that everything I do or say is wrong. That I break everything. Why do you drink? When do you drink? And where do you get the alcohol from??? You are 15! And you started because of me! Of course that breaks me. I'm such a horrible girlfriend. I love you, but I hurt you too. I just... I don't want to be like this, but... Idk... Like I said yesterday, I've the feeling like I don't have you anywhere... I want you... But I'm doing everything wrong... I'm a total dissapointment. I love you so much. I'm sorry that I'm so horrible. I mean, everyone says that I'm horrible so I have to be it... I think that I lost a great big part of myself when you broke up.. I just.. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to lose you and I don't want to break up with you. I want that you stay for me... That we come together, officially... After the whole time I just need some prove from time to time. I hope you can at least understand me a bit. I'm sorry that I'm so weird... I love you. I just really love you. Sorry
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Today was pretty eh. I had multicultural day practise first then I had english. We were reading a poem and it was quite sad. I loved it though. I sit by myself in english as I concentrate better. I want to do really well in my tirals so I'm gonna try my hardest to get the best marks! I just need to have that determination with all my other subjects ugh. After english, we had recess, then senior science. Oh I love that subject. After science I had maths.. ugh. I hate maths. I need to finish all my exercises so weight is lifted off my shoulders! Anyway, I then had lunch and that was pretty chill. The sun was nice today might I add. After lunch I had textiles. Omg, textiles is doing my head straight in. I need to complete my major asap! I want to get this over and done with so I can start my portfolio and prepare for freaking HSC. Ew. Speaking of that.. I am so scared. Absolutely scared. I want to do so damn well as my 13 years of compulsory schooling will pay off if I do well. My parents aren't pushing me to go to uni but I want to do myself proud. Know that I have achieved something great. I know that me going to Uni will make my family prouder of me as well. I just hope when it comes by, I will try not to stress, relax and be able to fly through the test papers.
