#girly boy

[mysweetp1an0]

ugh I can't, ur just so cool. And so yourself, it's hard to be myself around people, I wish I could do it like you. You are my inspiration to do better, because you're just so awesome

awh!!!! thank you so much!!!!

tbh... i just feel like the true friends will stick around around!

but dont push yourself! its important to also be mindful of your limits, but its also good to push yourself a little (yk what im saying???)

but thank you soooo much!!!!!

(^///////^)

[mysweetp1an0]

it's 3:24 where I am. I think I should sleep 😋. But I'm not tired ☹️. (I love giving out useless information)

oh my gosh but thats so early!!!/silly

eheheheh i meannn its summer for you so do what u wnat ig?

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[mysweetp1an0]

tw, not safe for antitheists/themes of christianity, mentions of r@pe, corruption of the world, honestly pretty pessimistic, but i swear its not like that <//3

i'm... i'm so done. i cannot do this anymore.

this isn't even in a suicide kind of way. not in the mental health i need help kind of way.

this world is cursed. this world is corrupted.

i hate this world. i hate the horrendous things happening in this world.

sexism, racism, homophobia, people bullying un-nicheness, ICE, MAGA, the taliban, rape, suicide, climate change, colonization, bulling, homelessness, the fact millionaires exist when people are living paycheck to paycheck, pedophiles, he corruption of the government, grooming, climate change, everything...

why? why? why? why? why? whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy?

why must people be so hateful? why must people ignore consent? why must people take over our beautiful mother earth? it doesn't even matter if you are religious or not, if you are christian or not, but, lets have human decency. but... that isn't a thing anymore. it's never been a thing. it's rare to come across a comment section fully peaceful. a content creator fully controversy free (major controversies/problematic i mean) WHY must people be so VIOLENT? so FIRM in their opinions? why?

i accept it now. climate change will wither our planet. equality will forever be a dream. violence will never be fully gone. protests will continue. children will be shot at the very place for education. bullies will continue until death.

trauma will ensue. minorities will stay unrepresented. ai and technology will run rampent. people will fight in comment sections. being "not niche/to plain" or "being to much" will continue. sexualizing of minors and adults wrongly will ensue.

men (and women) shall rape others. people will go missing. children should have childhoods. but they will get touched, groped, trafficked, and not be taken seriously. millionaires will keep their money. forests will shrink.

in a few generations, some children will hear myths of creatures called polar bears, elephants, and other "magical creatures" humans will rule over the land. just as God entended. but this isn't what the Lord wanted. words will be twisted, suicide levels will increase, mental health problems too.

our government will go against the people, girls will be told to "cover up". and they'll never fully understand why.

this is what i have pondered the last few months. i am writing this, not as a sign of giving up, i will always fight, i will always advocate for what's right, but at the same time, i do wonder what people on the other side think. why do they believe so fervently about the things they believe? maybe someone else is writing a post like this, but against me.

but i have accepted, that only the Lord will give me everlasting peace in death. liberate me, my Lord. and i will continue doing all i can to change this world. people have asked me why i don't get so enraged by people with different views from me. why i'm so "kind". but in reality? i'm furious. but, if i want to make a change, to not contribute to the growing hate of the world, i will continue treating everyone, including my enemies, with basic human decency, because if i treat them like they treat me, then am i no better than the enemy?

dear my Lord, protect the lost, the troubled, the wounded, the shattered, bless them and show them light in their darkest times.

[mysweetp1an0]

tw. cvts

...im such a wimp.

i have the urge to slice my wrists open

i have razors. new ones.

but... im too scared.

thats why my skin is always so "smooth"

i hate when people tell me that.

i want the scars.

i want blood. i love blood.

and i love pain.

but... cvting is just too scary.

and i KNOW IM "VALID"

just......

[mysweetp1an0]

ITS ANAYA HIHIHI 😚

OMG NO NOOOO ITS MY IRL FRIEND NOOO

guyz go follow her she's my irl friend <333333/nf

[mysweetp1an0]

wanna be moots? (i love ur lil rat themed kaomoji they're so cute)

awhhh yayayayayay

ofcc!!! ill stalk u ekekke

In a sec :)

[cozygirl1997]

Black and Red 🖤❤️