#25.09.16

[threegood-things]

25.09.16

1. We went for a walk up to the local high street, it was very pleasant. 2. I started watching The Originals, it's pretty cheesy but it's interesting and funny too. 3. We had mexican for dinner. It was awesome!

[parkerwho]

Thiago Silva interview for Esporte Espetacular with English subtitles - 25.09.16 [x]

[nostalgicflowerchild]

Okay so I finally did take a shower and I feel reborn! I'm always too lazy to get in the shower, that's why on 'those days' I usually skip it... but I always forget how amazing I feel afterwards. Anyways. All is good now.

[nostalgicflowerchild]

So

Haven't done this for a while, so here's the breakdown: Wednesday really was as productive as I had hoped. I handed in my essay, met with a friend and we went to the clinic to donate some blood (felt really good about myself, because I've always wanted to do this bit was always too nervous (mostly cause I was scared I wouldn't find the building and do something wrong so it was really good my friend who's been there before went with me) and I know I have a rare blood type so I'm pretty sure I can actually help people by donating my blood. Also at that clinic you get paid which is nice). And after that I met with two other friends in the city (bought some dvds I wanted to have. On the other hand I wanted to start saving money so I'm not sure how I feel about that). So Wednesday was a really good day. Thursday I did nothing but it was okay cause I did a lot the day before. Although I did read fanfictuon til like 6am so on Friday I woke a at 4pm which was kinda bad. But on Friday I got a package from a friend of mine who lives on the other side of the country and she sent me a photo book that basically documents our whole friendship and it was so sweet (specially since she sent it to me cause she knows I'll leave to be in clinical care soon and she wanted me to have something to hold onto if things got bad and I felt lost or alone or summat) and in the evening I met with friends cause one of them is going abroad (actually last night, wow) which was nice. I thought it would be exhausting being there with so many people but it actually really wasn't. I was actually the last to leave with three others. Saturday I woke up late, watched 2 or 3 episodes of AHS and then I went to the local homeless shelter where I sometimes volunteer because I had offered to take a shift sometime this week... I really didn't want to go. While I was there it wasn't that bad because I really enjoy working there, it feels like I'm doing something good (and I mean, I am. I'm giving food to the homeless) but it's always such an effort to motivate myself to go there. And while one shift only ever lasts 3 hours I was exhausted afterwards. Like, headphones on, leave me alone exhausted. I could just so motivate myself to go buy some groceries for breakfast today after sitting on my couch for an hour. And today I woke up at 2pm (my sleep schedule is seriously fucked) and finished AHS. Didn't go to the evening mass of a local church even though I said I would and still haven't taken a shower. So yeah. Shit day today.

[leeminholinoing]

The White pics are just bc Louis and Harry are getting married in 3 days...

[redredwhine-blog1]

From one to another we move on and on. From lover to stranger we long and we long. Time passes and the tide changes out and in. Time passes and as the moon phases I no longer love him.

He decided to pay attention to me and I decided it was too late.

[ptcharliesd]

I can't feel my body. Arms and legs aren't mine. I'm floating. It's my fault I fail to remember stuff. It's always mine and I'm selfish to forget them. I feel invisible.

[leeminholinoing]

Just showed pics of Harry on the set of Dunkirk at my father and he told me "he looks like James Dean". I nearly shouted yes father Harry styles is beautiful thank you for acknowledging it 💎