i like change. i like different. i like when there’s a lot going on. im always happier when im kept busy. theres no time to think. no time to stop and reflect, and for some reason i like that. ironically, it feels like progression. i hate sitting around. i hate feeling unproductive. it makes me think im unimportant, like i dont matter, like im stuck and im not moving forward. i dont really know how to explain it. i just feel content when my life is in motion.







