#28.8.2020

[murderous-coffeebean]

Nyx’s Undeadening

“Undeadening,” Cor insisted, with a look that implied the only dubious thing about the situation was Nyx's name choice for it.

Nyx shrugged.

*

“And after?”

Nyx licked his lips. “After what?”

Cor shrugged. “After you get your shit together?”

“If you're still into it?” Nyx laughed, a tiny self-deprecating noise that rubbed Cor entirely the wrong way. “Sure.”

Cor sighed. “They do say patience is a virtue, I suppose.”

More fanart for notavodkashot’s wonderful fic The Sun Is Out, The Day Is New ❤️

Nyx & Cor © Square Enix art © Murderous-Coffeebean

[murderous-coffeebean]

Meadow + flower crown

Request for @the-world-of-erit! Hope you like him! ^^/

Meadow © @the-world-of-erit art © Murderous-Coffeebean

[prosy-days]

August 28, 2020 - Day 70

My mom made me beautiful napkins to match my dishware!

[godsnameisjoy]

Jerk

Date: 28 August 2020

Duration: 1 hour at 11:40 pm

Depth:

Today I felt one forward jerk from the seat of my meditation. This has happened not more than 5 times before, in the last two weeks. Up until tonight, it felt like new evidence about an equally new level of concentration. Tonight, I am reminded of Gopi Krishna’s autobiographical account of his Kundalini awakening. His book is called ‘Living with Kundalini’.

Right at the beginning of his book, Gopi Krishna mentions this pleasant sensation going up to his head from the bottom of his spine. His life changed irreversibly by that subtle event. I am presently reminded of this part of his autobiography that I have finished reading just a few weeks back. It is almost as if the book found me at the right time.

Today’s session was the last of the recorded sessions from this year’s YSS-SRF online convocation. Like many such sessions in the last two weeks, I was jerked by the conductor’s gentle voice after a period of quiet. My mind is able to find a way to plunge to a certain depth in quiet moments. That’s good. And it is a relief to know that I can and am continuing my meditation practice despite changes in routines and despite ever deepening concentration.

[sabiend0te]

1/+7/31/31

[joysurrender84]

I'm glad I didn't give up and actually walked to the store to recycle and buy some weekend drinkys. 🍸💕🙂

I guess it was just a little past 9 am, but hey, better to get stuff done while you still have the energy for it.

Not too warm, the morning sun shining. 🌞

Just a nice cool weather, but not chilly.