#29.06.21

[leeminholinoing]

Italy larry 2021: confirmed ✅

[sleepsucks]

[liamnews]

@onedirection has now surpassed 12 billion streams on Spotify across all credits

[sukulentt]

Her sayfaya kurumuş bir çiçek yapıştırmadan şiir yazamıyorum sanırım

[ohrlybunny]

Onew from SHINee

[draqe]

gece birtakım böyle nahoş olaylar yaşandı ama sorun yok bizi öldürmeyen şey güçlendirir

[lilolilyr]

Thanks so much @cryhardanddanceharder for the tag, this was so much fun! And safe to say we both got some bingos xD

I filled it in with hot pink first, then went to ao3 to check and added the ones I hadn't remembered (but had also written) in a lighter pink:

Tagging, only if you want to do it of course ♡, a bunch of people bc I'm really curious whether you're also someone with many different reasons for different fic, or whether you write most for the same reasons! @nomi--sunrider @onaperduamedee @pers-books @ins0mnia-an0nym0us-au @raedmagdon @bookerandy @dauntlessdiva @smittyjaws @accio-baqat @startrekgeorgiouery @salzundhonig @cinnamonplums @badasspantiestalker @cookie-sheet-toboggan @apparitionism @purlturtle @sad-tunes @justanalto @banashee @lightdescending @ongreenergrasses @rupzydaisy @chateaupicard @blackacre13 @estel-of-irysi @deadcatwithaflamethrower

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The fics to the reasons I wrote them (looked it up more just for me to make sure that I remembered right than as any kind of rec list, so I put it under the cut xD but if anyone's curious do have a look):

Fixing canon: Andromache ♡ Regains ♡ Immortality 🤝 Philippa ☆ Prime ☆ Lives

I just want them to kiss: everything Geraskier, quite some Andromaquynh

Idea won't shut up: canon compliant TOG vampires, also everything Lucyverse (tho I don't tend to finish those)

Found a prompt list: quite some in my 'prompt fill' tag

Everybody lives: Andromache! Regains!!! Immortality!!!!! ...also I think a bunch of different self indulgent trash fic to different fandoms?

Saw the plot: Andromaquynh AITA and everything in my rewrites collection

Was joking: the goddamn Becommissar watching ESC ficlet

3am ideas: many, many, many fics, eg my latest Bering&Wells piece

HOT: ...I did write some E rated fics xD

Scene: Milippa A Push Dearly Needed (literally written bc I already had a scene from a photo story)

Fuck this character: idk? I don't think I wrote a lot of bashing, if any? Well, I did leave this spot open on the Bingo sheet xD & didn't immediately find anything on the first few pages of my works either, so...

Pre-canon: Andromaquynh wedding & the one getting together fic where they don't immediately date... also literally all of my Shenzhou-Era Milippa is quite pre-canon

(Free Space) translation fic! Hpatlols

Spite: Mirror Milippa Terra Firma fix it

What if they were gay: all McDanno, also other very straight canon I'm Sure of it

Great line: idk? I have no memory, maybe, no idea... well, didn't mark this one on the bingo either :)

Suffer: I /did/ write some sad fics. even MCD, though few and short ones... but I don't think I wrote them /to/ make anyone suffer?? more like I had a sad af idea and felt the need to write it down

Gift fic: secret Santa and prompt fics under my 'prompt fill' ao3 tag

This verse, those characters: Luna Lovegood in A Little Princess, Stabby the Roomba in Good Omens, Stucky in the Son of a Preacher Man music video

Came to me in a dream: the absurd B*ellatrx/self insert fic. Yes, I had dreamt the entire storyline. No, my dreams are Not usually that coherent.

Idek: just the mood for most of my random ideas

Fixing Fanon: Andromache! Regains!!! IMmorTAlitYYY!!!!! espesh In Your Stead of course... (and many other fics too, also for other fandoms, not just this issue in particular xD) look I know that it's all tragic and a good story but. It's Sad? I Don't want Sad. Also in case I shouldn't count this for yet another thingy, I did also write some def not fanon compliant rarepair ships to different fandoms xD mostly ot3s

Post-canon: all Andronilynh fics basically. also the follow-up parts to Andromaquynh In Your Stead

if no one else will write it: Mirror Milippa Terra Firma Fix It (There was 0 fic when I went looking after I watched the ep!!! And no I think I didn't even watch it immediately after it came out!)

just to see if I could: all in my discord writing exercise collection (speed writing smut mostly), also: drabbles

[beyzben]

çok kötü bir dünyadayız biz. insanların kötülükleri akla hayale sığmayacak cinsten. yaşadıkça, zaman geçtikçe hiçbir şeyin düzeleceği yok. daha büyük sorunlar ve acılar birikecek sadece. her şey hep daha kötü olmaya devam edecek.

ama bunlar bana kendine acımak için, dünyaya hiçbir etkin olamayacağına inanmak için, kötü insanlardan biri olmak için.. en önemlisi de pes etmek için yeterli sebepler gibi gelmiyor. niye bilmiyorum. ne savunma yapabilirim bu gerçekler karşısında bilmiyorum. ama pes etmem, edemem. istemiyorum. kendi acı sonumu kendim hazırlıyorum belki böylelikle. oturup boşversem sadece seyretsem keyfime baksam mutluluğu bulacağım belki de. ama istemiyorum. mazoşist miyim nedir dkmskswm pes etmeyeceğim arkadaş. alla alla.