#29.10.20

[sleepsucks]

[safeshadows]

We are hesitant to touch black pen to white paper, as if it will corrupt the cleanliness of the page. But we are wrong. A blank page is an offense in itself, it’s sterile existence an ink stain. Why cut down a tree to make nothing? To make an absence? An eclipse?

I want a page that’s black. Scrawled on over and over until the words crowd each other like insects. Crawling over their crushed siblings, legs intertwined, characters borrowed, plots feeding on each other’s sticky black sap. A page pulsating. An amalgamation of every genre, every story, every world imagined.

I want a page so full and damp with ink that it bursts onto desks like school children’s scribbles. Clumsy thick handwriting scoring into wood like the most painful, agonising tattoo.

I want to write on that page. Full of everyone else. I will let them stain my fingers with their want and their worlds so that I will be part of their story too.

A blank page is nothing. A black page is everything.

[desorden-en-letras]

— Al final del día soy solo yo, mis tristezas y mis dolencias, mis sueños y mis ansiedades, mis canciones, mi café y mis bostezos...

M Javier

[liamnews]

jaackmaate: Today we had the bloody brilliant @liampayne on the show. Despite being one of the biggest stars on the planet, Liam was one of the nicest blokes we’ve had on who’s incredibly down to Earth. 2 hours of laughs coming your way mid November. What a top man! 🇳🇺

[ayyyez]

Matchups💖

Alright everyone I am opening up matchups for a limited time only! Please be sure to read below for how they will work before sending in a matchup request!

💖How will it work?

It will be a little different to actual matchups.

Instead of me picking a character YOU send in what character YOU want me to match you up with along with information about yourself and I will write how you two will work, compatibility traits, etc

Please only maximum of 2 characters per person - they can be sent in the form of one matchup request it doesn’t have to be 2 seperate ones.

I will keep them open until I get a fair amount and will give plenty of warning when I am close to closing (same as when I open requests). 

Just note that if it will likely be longer if it’s a character I write for, if it isn’t don’t be surprised if it’s short or if I don’t do it. I will let you know if it is a character I don’t write for/don’t wish to write for as soon as I get it. 

The match ups will be sfw only no nsfw stuff, sorry!

💖What information do I send?

As much information as you can. I honestly think it will be more fun if you send me more personality based stuff rather than physical (like height and stuff doesn’t really matter unless you really want it included.) I’m more focusing on how the two of you will work as a couple in terms of the people you are. 

These things can include: hobbies, fears, likes, dislikes, random thoughts, things you like about the character, things you don’t like about the character, how you act in certain situations, sexuality, poly or monogamous (feel free to send pronouns as well)

Honestly just send me all the info - even if you have your own ideas of how it would work. 

If you really don’t know what character to pick or you really want me to choose there is an option of sending me 2-3 choices of characters and say “Which do you think I fit best with considering the info I sent” and I will do that.

💖What about normal requests?

Normal requests are still closed. I have started writing and posting some today so don’t worry they will get done. The matchups will act as a buffer between requests.

I will still keep the request list pinned to the top of my page so you can see them get crossed off as I fill them.

Any questions or uncertainties feel free to dm me or send me an ask (anon or not) to clarify anything. Thank you! 💖💖

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

Hey the whole squad of stupid idiots I love are back!

And hey we’re focusing on a new calendar to remind us of time! So quite evidently we’re in a time loop. Cool.

So episode 5 puts us at a new loop in which everyone appears to have forgotten the events of the last timeline entirely. Meaning we currently don’t have answers to any of the questions I had, but I assume we’ll see them answered by like, just way of different events playing out in cool ways.

As for what we’re doing here, there’s a lot of focus on Mion, and her apparent twin Shion. Shion is maybe a real person who’s a lot more shy and conventionally girly than Mion, or she’s just Mion using the guise of an apparent twin sister to get closer to Keiichi and act a bit more, well, conventionally girly. Evidence for her existence is she’s so obviously fake that her being real seems like it’d be a twist, and also that shot in the ED with Mion and Mion and Shion, I don’t know. Evidence for her being fake is that she seems obviously fake, Rena’s never heard of her, and also each of them seems to have a lot of specific knowledge about the other. It’s all pretty sus.

So my assumption is that Mion being the only girl to survive last timeline and also being a clear focus in this one is definitely connected. I’ve seen the phrase Hinamizawa Syndrome be thrown around so maybe it’s something to do with that? Unsure. Maybe it’s the curse of Oyashiro. I don’t know man. Anyway my friends are waiting for me to game so end post here.

[lostmyyselfinmusic]

I dont know how to fix this but i love you!

[leeminholinoing]

29.10.20: recap

harry is MIA

other: changes (written by harry)

louis is MIA