Aug 29, 2020
Can't wait to be confident enough to take off this stupid headscarf and wear whatever the fuck I want. Also to be totally self dependent so I wouldn't need anyone's approval, cause having an understanding family is out of the question.
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Can't wait to be confident enough to take off this stupid headscarf and wear whatever the fuck I want. Also to be totally self dependent so I wouldn't need anyone's approval, cause having an understanding family is out of the question.
Revisit the moment
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August 29, 2020 - Day 71
Leftover cake from my birthday.
Purpose
Date: 29 August 2020
Duration: 53 minutes at 10:56 pm
Depth:
Now for the return to meditating by myself. Today I got around covering all programs that were broadcast as part of the YSS-SRF convocation. Tonight’s meditation session was a return to my old form of meditation. The form that has been my practice, before I took on my first convocation.
And I couldn’t concentrate. The body shook alright but there wasn’t an ounce of surrender in my practice tonight. In fact, that’s all I kept asking for. Addressed to the invisible God, I kept asking for the gift of incessant remembrance of Him Almighty.
May I be blessed to carry on adding more intensity to my craving for God. May I be able to stay away from the screen. May I spend my screen time without ever forgetting God’s presence in my breath. As I prepare for sleep, may I dream of God. God alone. God is all I want more of. Everything else can fade away into oblivion. So be it.
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puedo acariciar tu voz ser tu desierto
y mirarte horas enteras
Am I too crazy/desperate to want that Elon Musk chip inside of my skull? Like I'm totally ok to go for it and be a volunteer! Where do I sign?
"Who can say for sure? Perhaps a frontal lobotomy would be the answer. If science can operate on this distorted brain and put it to good use, society will reap a great benefit."