#29052025

[sharonccrter]

What are you doing here?

Emmerdale, preview for 29 May 2025

[robsugdens]

[colapintomedia]

Juan regalándole utensillos de cocina a Franco por su cumpleaños! 👨‍🍳🤍✨️

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[robsugdens]

[wasistunendlichkeit]

(w)hole

i knew what you did from the start, the glint in your eyes, daring me to come closer, to bridge the distance between us

and i did

answer your dare, got tangled up in our web, because i needed the fix

yesterday she said she had never seen a picture of you, not that it was important anymore, but i showed her one anyway

you know, the one with your goofy grin, slightly out of it, your best friend next to you, both of you with a bottle in hand

where you still look

like the guy from work, the one i fell for

and then, one and a half year later, gone the shimmer of your eyes, if anything you are hardened, daring anyone to come close enough, you will break them

but i never wanted to break anything that made you

if anything, i tried to hold the part of you that broke

like i tried with her, when i was 5 and 7 and 10 and 13 and 14 and my tiny hands could not hold the woman breaking in front of me, until she wasn't my mother anymore

and my childish body, not strong enough to break someone else's fall, to not shatter,

under the weight of someone else

it wasn't my responsibility to save anyone, and i failed gloriously anyway

the last thing i want to say is

i am sorry.

i am sorry i tried

i hope you find the guy you have lost

not for me

but for you

and i hope your friends hold all of your parts, until you can take them back again,

like mine did for me

and i hope one day,

it will be you again