#2:10pm

[angclbvnny]

I may currently be knee-deep in midterm assignments, but I still wanted to carve out a small portion of this day to celebrate the one month milestone of accepting myself, my identity, and chasing my happiness. It's been a relief, allowing joy to seep into my life. Retrospectively, I really wish it could have happened sooner, but I am overjoyed that I am finding it, now. This past month has been incredibly enlightening and I am incredibly grateful to my friends and my family for supporting me. I hope to spend many more months reveling in all that life has to offer. As it stands, I cannot ask for much more. I am well and truly overjoyed. -♡

[omnya-a-shoman]

كمان مرة عاااادي جدا.. هتعدي زي ما كله بيعدي

[threestripesjojo]

My ma: do you want a Romeo?

Me internally: A Romeo? Like a boy ? What ?

Me outloud: I told you I was a lesbian like 3 months ago and you’re asking if I want a boy?

My ma: .... it’s a chocolate bar jo

[ivebeenmade]

Meditation space

Built Magni's house today. I don't know why I haven't done that for everyone but I can see them well on their way.

Magni's house is cool and monochromatic. It is all hard metals and firm surfaces. There's so many stairs. And so so many rooms.

From his house I discovered something in our system that I only now understand a little. A graveyard you can see from a window. It's not dark and creepy. You can feel that there are children there, maybe only children. It is bright and sunny, huge vines and leaves surround it. They part when you approach.

I walked to it.

For a moment I saw through the eyes of one buried there. Clear, like the memories I've had lately I saw the rest of a memory I've barely ever been able to grasp. One of the encounters with P. The things she made me do. It felt like a slap in the face. I need to visit again, I felt it, and I felt Magni screaming at me not to. But he let me go. He understands.

I don't know what else to say. Feel a little exhausted but that's not an option, not with this in my head.

Yes, I can get into my watery dream house again. It needs touching up. Again.

[omnya-a-shoman]

لكنني لا اقوى على مواجهة يوم آخر بنفس الروتين القاتل.

[nevergetmyfill]

I got soooo fucking high last night holy fuck. I’m still high I think lol. But I got so high and I ate a lot (I was expecting to because it was my gf’s birthday and I wanted to celebrate with her) and I ended up throwing up which happens when I get really high which sucks but I also threw up a lot of that food which makes me feel a lot better. I got so high I totally blacked though which is weird cause that’s not supposed to happen with weed but it’s edibles so I’m not too surprised. Idk but I’m still high and I didn’t sleep well so I’m about to take a fat nap when I get back to my room. 

[enioyyyyyyyyyy]

期中還沒結束... 加油！！！

[mamarinah]

well... i decided to create another "personal blog" once again. this one is more so gonna be about my nono and i. i don't feel i can post about my life on "goldrinah" or "ohmyrinah" bc they're no longer "personal". i ask that you do not reblog my post if i say so. i hope you enjoy :)