#2:13pm

[ajyal-azez]

أرجو أنْ ينتهي بيّ المطاف برجلٌ يفهم ماهية الموسيقى في الحياة.

[babiezomb]

my nerves are rugged and frayed from carrying too high of an emotional load through them at all times.

[diamondslion]

Currently feeling mixed emotions. I’m a bit irritated and exhausted but I’m trying to push through. Actually at this moment I’m feeling a bit confused. How am I supposed to feel what am I supposed to do. Life feels quite empty. I know I need to start manifesting... I will. In fact I will get everything I need and everything I’m looking for. I need my creative juices flowing again. Feeling kind of pessimistic and lazy about life lol. But it will get better I know it. Dealing with my anxiety. I know I’ve got this learning to take it one day at a time. This quarantine is exhausting but I’ll get through it stronger. Feeling butterflies right now lol. Need them to go away.

[pazzman]

cried in the vaults today

[nevergetmyfill]

we’re going to have to put my dog down. he’s 14 and a half and we just put his sister down (my grandparent’s had her) but i thought i’d have more time. i’m not even going to get to say goodbye. i can’t believe this is happening. i should probably deal with my emotions but i’m shit with grief so i’m just gonna get high instead. 

[enioyyyyyyyyyy]

最近偏愛黑白調 。

[secrets-of-may]

finding out I was adopted has no doubt effected me.

I just feel very lost and pessimistic as of late.

I don’t know what I should be doing or feeling.

It’s getting to me.

I just want to go away for a little while and stop existing maybe.

I’m tired. 

And I don’t understand why I’m trying so hard to continue on.

I just want to go to sleep and be able to not think about anything.

I want time to stop.

[spectrum-daze-blog]

Kinda wishing I was at least happy that I exist