#3.3.14

[slowdiiv]

when you literally break down crying for almost no reason because life is terrible <

[thislouisyear]

Liam Payne and Louis Tomlinson earning most money

Liam Payne and Louis Tomlinson are reportedly the richest members of One Direction as the pair receive royalties for writing many of the bands songs.

Liam Payne and Louis Tomlinson earn moremoney than their One Direction bandmates.

The 'Story of My Life' quintet are estimated to be worth over £100 million altogether but as Liam and Louis write many of their songs - with writers typically earning nine per cent of each track's royalties - it's been suggested that they're making more money than their bandmates, and Liam has admitted they're working on even more material.

Liam said: ''Louis and I have a little partnership going on. We've been pretty keen to start writing straight away.''

The 20-year-old star also revealed that he's focusing on writing music so that he can maintain a career in the music industry.

He told The Sun newspaper: ''I've been in the studio already, it's been going really well. Learning how to write is the best way of ensuring your career has longevity and that you have control over it.''

Liam, Louis and their bandmates - Harry Styles, Zayn Malik and Niall Horan - have already released three albums since coming in third place on the 'X Factor' in 2010 but Liam says their next could be their best yet.

He added: ''I really think the next album is going to be a game-changer for us. I'm excited.''

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[elame]

Two

We're playing a questions game, and as time goes on I feel like my grip on him is slipping.  I'm trying to hold on with a small glimmer of hope that I might have a chance, but it's fading pretty quickly.

Honestly I thought he had forgotten about the whole game, so it surprised me when he asked whose turn it was to ask a question.  So we ended up asking each other questions throughout the day.  Granted, I was shopping with my mom since today was our bonding day, so my responses were a bit slow.  He didn't seem to mind though, and I was happy that he initiated the conversation because I wouldn't have.

And some of the things were interesting, both the things he asked and his responses to my questions.  One of his pet peeves is apparently derpiness... To which I was about to reply "Well, it looks like we can't be friends," but refrained.

Also, since me and a friend of mine are going to Disney this week for spring break, we're going to go see him.  Not that I mind, but I just don't know how I'll react to being around him.  I must do my best to act normal, otherwise things will get awkward fast.  Plus, this will be my second time meeting him in person.  And I tend to get social stupid when I meet up with someone I rarely see.

As our conversations progress, I'm getting the feeling he's only thinking of us being just friends.

And I don't mind it.  As long as I can talk to him, I feel like I can put my affection for him aside and get along as just friends.  At least, that's what I'm hoping.

Here's to praying all goes well this week.

[oxbloodd]

3.3.14

an intention only thought has no intent at all.