“ in my feelings ” // few days ago my dumbass decided to listen to drake on his birthday. i ended up writing to few of his songs but this one stayed n hit me in my core of repressed emotions. good, bad n ugly. i’m thankful for each of them n able to write ab things as a form of reflection, release, n healing. to my twin flame, my soulmate n my karmic partner. i love u.
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kat in them feelings
repressed emotions
chillin, sippin
ima be real w it
write it out, heal n deal w it
do i love u? why i’m writing?
all this poetry, i notice we
ain’t vibing
but i love ya
i don’t need ya
i’m still down for ya, always
DT
do u love me, are u riding?
u ain’t ever gonna find another like me
n u know that
but don’t show that
still i’m down for ya, always
share a mind share a soul
but u knew that
always here, where ima go?
tho sometimes u abuse that
take it for granted, take advantage
but i get thru that
u once been abandoned
granted—
i ain’t one to do that
yet i understand it
but i still get confused at
times i miss ur call, still i call u right back
when u hit my line, still i hit u right back
u leave me on read, when u know ion like that
but i still wait for u to write back
so i can ignore u, n gain the power right back
we had so much baggage
but we still tried to carry on
runnin’ from our issues like a fuckin marathon
things that i share with u
i do not share with anyone
meaning our story
mama’s having us at 40
the rest, ima leave
rest in peace, yeah u know..that one
i can write about it for centuries
our story’s for the books
work in progress, yet a master piece
our story’s for the books
but i’ll end it here, i love u
back into the hook
kat in them feelings
repressed emotions
chillin, sippin
ima be real w it
write it out, heal n deal w it
LT
do u love me, are u riding?
treat me sometimes like a side piece
but i love ya
i don’t need ya
but i’m down for ya, always
we share a path, share some planets
we ain’t plan it
cancer moons, share pluto, venus, we reversed saturns
our neptune in capricorn, even downloaded “the pattern”
n co-star just to see what astrology had planted
u were sent to me, maybe too soon
i can’t stand it
we will never be,
now i just gotta accept it
i let u know, i let “us” go
i hope i don’t regret it
but it’s fair i let u know
we could grow, but only if u let it
u tell me done w that, n then i believe u
but ur actions don’t match ur words
7 year sequel
2020 the finale
n i never thought i’d say that
u were the one i wanted to marry
u was by side but not on my side
i fucking hate that
it’s ok, i love u fourever—always
hole in my soul, once again
u made that
kat in them feelings
repressed emotions
chillin, sippin
ima be real w it
write it out, heal n deal w it
AC,
do u love me, are u riding?
my homie, best friend for life we
been thru everything
call me if anything
know i’m down for ya, always
girl u know me, the new and the old me
we go way back, u my fuckin homie
u knew my daddy and my family
u the few that understand me
been watching u n i can see u learning
i just want u happy, we both know u deserve it
growing up, showing love
love u much, in case u haven’t heard it
u taught me about myself
lessons i hadn’t mastered
taught me to trust the universe w questions i couldn’t answer
feels like i knew u in my past life
everytime we link up, vent, drink up
it’s always better than the last time
always opened ur home to me when i needed a break from that “fast life”
tea time, some blankets, some candles
thanking u
for everything that u brought to kat’s life
kat in them feelings
repressed emotions
chillin, sippin
ima be real w it
write it out, heal n deal w it
