Woke Up 360 Pounds
I have been in a place where I am struggling trying to deal with everything I have going on with my life and I decided I should start writing it all down. I guess I could keep my own private journal but I thought making it public could help a lot of other people as well who may be going through the same things I am going through.
Today I woke up and grabbed a pair of shorts I brought on my last trip to Miami in October. I put them on and they felt/looked a bit tight on me. Let’s be honest, I’ve been over 300 pounds for a few years now but last year I had a trainer for a couple of months and was working out a lot which helped me shed a lot of fat around my waist and just feel better in general. A lot happened between July of last year and now, I don’t think I ever worked out between August-December. I tried to work out a few times in January but I have struggled to keep a habit of it.
Anyways, here I am at 360 pounds, something definitely needs to change. There is nothing healthy or good feeling about being this big. The pounds definitely take a toll on your body. I have to really get myself together. I have been fortunate to have my WFH extended indefinitely for now so I need to take advantage and work out and eat well. My goal is to lose 8-10 pounds a month. I hope I can do it! OR SHOULD I SAY...I WILL DO IT!
