Oct 23, 2020
I’m not crying about two ‘X’s on a map. Or a million emails slowly counting down.
I am, tho.
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I’m not crying about two ‘X’s on a map. Or a million emails slowly counting down.
I am, tho.
Well. Back to retail hell on the 12th. And my anxiety is already making me miserable so this is gonna be a fun few weeks.
Please reassure me I’m not crazy for spending $250-ish on a doll.
I decided to just do it, to buy me a legit BJD. So sometime next year I shall have Doll Leaves’ Vivian. She’s a perfect doll to be my OC Kai. I still feel bad that I’m spending so much on a doll, but I’ve been wanting a bjd for over 10 years now.
A panic attack/sensory overload and it isn’t even Christmas yet. ;> went to go sit in my car because children were screaming, tv was too loud, dog wouldn’t quit barking, and I forgot my headphones. So now my mom is all worried about me and my sisters think I’m faking it. Yaaaayyyy. Merry fucking Christmas.
As an ace, I feel like I'm required to watch BoJack Horseman now. So guess what I've been doing all evening? It's a pretty good show, ace character and all. Only on episode 5 though.
So, I started a redbubble store to branch out with my graphic design more. Please check it out!
Sensory overload sucks
It really sucks. Especially if you're at work and your co-workers are not doing a thing to help. I should not have to do everything while they faff about in the back. Also, it's really nice for customers to see them force the girl who is limping and can barely walk, to do everything. I want to go home. Stuck in this hell for 2 more hours and they won't quit banging on shit and I'm going to absolutely lose it in a minute.
Rest In Peace Mika
Update: got a call before I even posted this. She’s gone. She passed away before we had to make the decision. I’m glad my mom brought her to see me before going to vet so I could say goodbye.
Mika is not doing well. She’s at the vet, but she can’t breathe, and refused to eat and take her meds. She can barely move. They have her on an IV of lasix to try and get the fluid out of her lungs but it isn’t working. I can’t even be at the vet with her cause I’m working, and I can’t leave. I know she’s had a good long life, but this is the hardest decision. If she got this bad by missing one dose of her meds, how long would she even be able to keep going?