#4:52pm

[ajyal-azez]

إذ كان لابدّ من شيءٌ الآن..

أودّ حقيقتك وخيال الآخرين.

[horopter]

4:52pm

[ajyal-azez]

أنه أمرٌ مخمليّ للغاية أن أكون ذا طابعٌ أنثويّ يتسم بالهدوء وأنا معك.

[scrmngtts]

Did he just asked me out on a date???

Too bad hes like 6hrs away from me :( but yeah hes so funny i like him haha

[lunchcase]

“That Time I Got A Bunch Of Free Drink Tickets And Not Wanting To Waste It, Bought 4 Starbucks Drinks That I Had To Carry All By Myself, Stayed In The Library To Drink All Of Them, Missed My Bus Because It Was A Sunday And I Didn’t Anticipate The Buses Would Stop Running So Early, Was Stuck At School, Got Home Really Late Walking To A Bus Stop Further Away, Had To Call Campus Security To Walk Me To The Edge Of Campus, A Very Nice Old Campus Security Guard Who Was Surprisingly Also From Hong Kong, Named John, Took Pity On Me And Saw Me Off All The Way To The Buses, Thank You John Wherever You Are”

[killedbycorona]

Crystalized in grief

My brain saying “if the number goes up, I’ll feel loved because I can see it linearly. If the number goes up, I’ll feel ok to fall apart. If the number goes up, it’ll bring my dad back home to me. Make the number go up to make me ok”

[jelvb]

Months ago, when I was moving on from the guy I was with before my latest ex, people told me that I will find someone better than him. I told them that I don't think I'll find someone better and that even if there really is someone better, I would still want him. It turns out they were right. I found someone better, my latest ex. If I hadn't let him go and moved on, I never would've been with my latest ex. I never would've had the privilege to experience his genuine love and gain happiness I've long forgotten. At this point, I'm going through the same phase in which finding someone better than him seems like an impossible thing for me. I don't even think someone would be as good as him. The thing is, this is just a phase. Maybe eventually, I'll learn to believe them again. I need to stop thinking this way or I'll never really find him someday. But at this point, I still don't really care about seeking him. I just want to take all the time to heal and be whole once again by myself.

[onisrn]

I don't want to go to Karachi. With all its sissy people and rich houses and expensive clothes and dawats and having to be social and people judging you left right and centre like you give an f about their opinion. The only good thing about Karachi is the babies that will be there inshallah. Anyway I don't want to go to Karachi anymore