#4:58am

[devout-apparitions]

what time is it in Hell Rn for you

who is this man. Who are you. What is a hershel. Is there a god?

[bitterblackink]

For you, dear friends, the morning lit up in birdsong

[angelkoh-blog]

4:58am

[juhnkit]

Motivational Music in the Morning ... #RogerWaters, #458AM (#DunroaminDuncarinDunlivin) ... from the album #TheProsAndConsOfHitchHiking [Official Audio Track] (1984) #MMitM1

[behindoceanss]

https://youtu.be/lIqNzxbvxrU

I was sad so I clicked on this and the second song broke my heart and put me in the mood for the rest of the playlist and now I’m not sure I can do it anymore.. I’ve been so sensitive lately and it annoys me so much.

[kote-hok]

destructive & sadistic

insomnia & deficit

[unorthod0x-chaos-blog]

I wish I could be for you. Every day since you've been back all I've thought about is being back in your arms, to kiss your inviting face, to try to bring life into your eyes. I wish I could be what you need. Maybe you still feel that way too, but I could never know and I can't say anything in risk of it causing you to have to leave. I'm so in love with you and I wonder if you still love me, too. You're worlds away, though. Everything is separate. After this week, I'll be seeing your warm face again. I nearly cry at the thought of getting to hug you again. Of getting to be in your presence again. God, I love you. I love you. I love you. Until the end of my days, all my love will be your way. We've talked about it before, you said it yourself, you think we met at the wrong time but I came in at a good time for you when things were bad. If I had came in at a "better time," would we be together now? Would you love me the way you always promised? I hope you love me one day. Love me in the way of us having a home together and having children and getting married. Oh man, do I want to marry you. For the last 5 years, I've tried finding someone to make me forget you. But all they have done is remind me of how much no one could ever compare. I wish I was good enough for you. I'm not good at being a person and I just wish I was good at being your person. Why is it that I love you so much through everything? I hated you this time last year for what you put me through, for you throwing everything away that you told me we would have. But I forgive you. Whether or not I ever wanted to, I forgive you. I have to remind myself of all of it. I can't let myself fall into what you know is yours. But you and I both know that If you asked, I would fall at your feet and give you every ounce of my being to even have you for a night. I've always wondered why your love wasn't the same for me. Why you always acted like it was, but when things were finally getting to where I feel safe with you, you disappear again. I'm just waiting. And waiting. And waiting...because it's only a matter of time, isn't it? I'll never be your wife. I'll never be the girl you love. Not like how I love you. And nothing breaks my heart more. Maybe wanting to be loved by you is too much to ask, but thank you for the times that you did. I love you more than anything on this earth.