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2026, russians keep committing genocide, keep being tolerated by everyone

im making oc lore and. i suddenly created a whole new establishment tied to functionism. again. okay, alright.

^ stemmed from the idea that my oc didn't really have a "purpose" especially because her jeep altmode (and it's cybertronian version because cybertronian version is not a human jeep) can have a lot of purposes and she just didn't know one herself and i also wanted some representation for facing ableism as a neurodivergent person because this is still like 50% my self-insert so then i thought yeah let's make a place where they're gonna try to put her inside of the box and basically traumatize her. let's also put rung there because he has an ALTMODE that doesn't have any "purpose". let's also throw some hypothetical characters there that were old enough to be born in strict functionist era and to witness these establishments because they all got shut down with time passing because functionism definition became more loose and in the end nobody really cared except for visibly obvious altmodes that could be exploited. yaaay. mental torture

#43txt #throws in cyclonus who has been inserted in woodies story since 2023 #throws in the library as a metaphor for my bad memory and my need to preserve everything #throws in violent behavior because woodie is me if i wasnt masking #oh and selfship with swerve of course. sprinkling with that on top #i just made some bullllllshittttt!!!!!!#cooking is not for me but im hungry

i really feel stupid part 10. iiii don't want to look like i post too much about swerve. this is an issue only I can create in my head

#43txt #haha look its that swerve fanatic that posts about him on 4 blogs #and they dont even look cool by doing it

ugghhhh i miss my blorbo hashtag blorboposting hashtag swerve hashtag i miss swerve hashtag i love swerve so much i am going to explode in 3 2 1

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me, severely dehydrated, hungry, and tired: i wonder why can't i study rn

#43txt #did you know that i perceive eating as a selfish act now you do

one day i will have to actually properly post all the swervepipes art ive made but it will require the explanation of the au which is. complicated because it means i need to make new references and im lazy

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i wish i didn't have atypical reaction to death

#43txt #i am still in shock. i cannot process this. it doesn't feel real. it feels like he's just far away busy with his job or that he's still #at the hospital and can call any minute. his phone is on my table. when someone's calling mom i have a glimpse of thought that maybe it's #him. but his body is already cremated. i couldn't make myself go see it i was too scared of seeing it #and now his remains are going to stay in a small urn. and he will never hug ne again. or smile at me. or call me котик. or be mad at me #or walk at the store with me. or listen to my rant. or check if i got home safely. or know that i passed my exams. or meet someone i love #or cook for me. or complain about his back pain. or watch a new avengers movie. or play sudoku on his computer. or ask me to bring him #something. or say that he loves me. or say that he's proud of me. he was proud of me #i hope it wasn't that painful. i hope he thought about me and mom and my brother when they were doing cpr #i hope he knew we loved him. i hope he didnt regret everything #i feel so numb that it feels wrong. i can't help mom. i can't help anyone even myself. i don't know how to fill the hole that keeps growing #and it will grow bigger and bigger as my brain actually realizes that he died that's it he's not coming back he is not coming back this is #not a joke and not a mistake and not a dream. he is dead. he left us and mom #i don't know why im writing it here. i believe mom already thinks im heartless. i just can't accept thst he's not here. i can't

man i wish i could follow more people here but i am just too paranoid

#43txt #yes tgis is about what if this person turns out to be ru or even just pro-ru #i kinda feel more exposed on tumblr tho because 1) i cant go private 2) for some reason ive seen more zios and ru on my fyp than on twt #and also weird blocking system where i need to put the username in the ignored words to stop seeing the user's posts at all

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