#481 wc

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may sch.

it was their manager that really pushed for this.  

since she was going to really go down the acting route, she needed to connect with fans more. there had already been some push back to open her comment section. in the end, she got her way. ( at that point, she just wouldn't post at all. ) the set up she had with fans worked pretty well for her right now and she wanted to keep it that way. but still, she saw the point in talking to them more at least.

so the solution? v-live.

she chose to do right when their fake and true music video went live. she'd hop on randomly a few minutes before and then watch the music video with fans. it was a win-win and it reminded the fans that she was still a member of wish. and because she still had those boundaries, nari opted to do it at the company. in one of meeting rooms. just a few minutes before the music video dropped, she went live.

it started off with the group's greeting as always and then she smiled as prettily as she could. "hello! fake and true will be out in a while right? let's watch it together!" she turned a bit and pointed to the screen behind her where the music video would play so she could talk about it as she went along. "you guys are staying healthy right?" it was her intent not to focus on the comments. it'd be nice to read some and talk back to fans but she wasn't sure she'd see all pretty things.

"it was a lot of fun filming the music video and i'm sure the fans will like it." they really went all out for it and it paid off, she thought that without even seeing the final product.

"and...now!" she shouted a bit. she'd wait just a few more minutes before she really went to watch it. though, she did notice a spike in comments at the time of release and the heart's were coming in faster. finally, nari went to pull up the music video on her end. "here we go~" this time, it came out in a small whisper.

"the concept came out really nice..." she threw out a few comments without really thinking about it. even nari was a little surprised by how good the final product looked. the only time she paused had been during her scenes, just to give the fans a little background info. "i thought i'd look weird when filming but this pretty good." and she meant it.

the video ended after that and nari clapped her hands together. "fake and true~ please support it a lot! but remember to take care of you're selves first! without wishing wells, we wouldn't be here today so please stay healthy." another smile and she ended the v-live.

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in which rina runs off stage and then put on hiatus 

she wasn't sure why but today, she felt off. the feeling had become normal over the months, something she managed to shrug off but today, today was very different. an comfortableness that wrapped around her and no matter how many times she adjusted her clothing it didn't help.

in fact, it didn't help that they had to go on stage. likey promotions were in full swing even though they were only a week into it. but that didn't mean anything to bc and that meant they had a concert event. something like that, she just knew it was another performance packed into many.

but for some reason, the closer they moved the stage, the more she felt uncomfortable. until it spiked. there wasn't anything she could though, forcing a smile and pretending like everything was okay.

but it wasn't okay, in fact she didn't want to stand on be on stage at all. while their comeback had did well over all, there were still attacks towards her. comments she should've brushed off but it was hard at this point.

whenever she looked up her name it, it got worse and worse. the media chose unflattering photos and anything that could get clicks. but it was common and rina wasn't sure why it happened.

the dance had started, all she had to do was move. that was simple enough but each time she looked at the crowd, she saw a comment. one then two and then her parents, who also had nothing to say. who didn't mind telling her about what was being said. never finding a positive, always a negative.

it was mind-blogging.

and she had barely gotten through the first two songs. freezing in place almost, always a second late and that only pushed more thoughts. of how this performance would be talked about. she was so damned obvious.

her part was coming up and her mind came to a blank. the panic set in, it was about to be her turn and she couldn't figure out her lines. there was nothing but worry in her part.

then she froze.

the music kept going, her members kept going, everything kept moving but she couldn't. in the distance ( which was amazing because they were right next to her. ) she heard a member saying her lines. she felt her feet move an inch but nothing came to mind. there wasn't one thing that could move her.

all she could do was stare.

and then she ran. as close as she could come to running.

nari just needed to get away. there was confusion on the staffs face, someone tried to speak to her but she couldn't hear it. and now she had something else to worry about, bc's anger.

that made only made it worse.

she knew this wasn't going to end well. not all and that onl caused everything to spike.