Sep 11, 2018
Leave it Behind
I used to think my past was so important. Every piece of some sort of vital importance. I am guilty of living in the dreadful shadows of yesterday. Thinking I had moved on. Believing my past had made me better, stronger, no regrets...
The truth is I had never really let it go. Oh, I thought I did. I was certain I had. But you don't let it go if every turn still stares you to pieces.
A year ago I swore, no more. I was living for myself, for my boys. I was done being controlled, belittled, abused...
Guess what?
I'm not there yet but I don't care about my past anymore or who judges me for it and that is a big first step... big.
I'll get there.
Maybe not today. Maybe not tomorrow, but I'll get there.