Jun 2, 2016
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Finally got to kiss the girl I've been crushing on for months now. We were sitting on a bench in this little tiny park area in a cross section. It had this little fountain and a statue in the grass. The sun had just set and the lanterns were on, giving the park a warm glow. Her head was on my shoulder and our fingers wrapped together. We sat there in a silence for a while. I nudged her to move her head up, then leaned in and kissed her gorgeous lips. God they were so soft and just perfect. I didn't want to stop kissing her, could have stayed in that little park till sunrise.
It's soo weird how I can feel such a bond with someone I have never met? We have known eachother for almost four years & we used to talk everyday but we have both gotten busy so we only talk or facetime occasionally, but everytime we do, we find ourselves talking for hours & it just feels so right. It's like we pick up where we left off, like we didn't stop talking for a few months here & there. He's like my best friend, but i've never met him physically? How? How could you be so close with someone but they live hours away? I feel like no matter what even years from now we are going to still think of eachother & call eachother up and things and that makes me really happy. I love him. I'm not sure if it's as a best friend, or more. But I know one things for sure, he was meant to be in my life, he makes me so happy even thousands of miles away.
Something that I'm really coming to realize is that I can't act or carry myself with the mindset that I what I want to happen is going to happen and that just because I act like it will, doesn't mean that it will, and I can't force things to be how I want them. I need to carry myself how I need to for each moment and preparing myself for reality, not just what I want to happen.
I need to get my head out of my ass. God I'm so sorry.
Next week we get new scrubs...I’m so excited to finally wear something he’s never seen or felt me in.
I'll smile, the worst is yet to come We'll be lucky if we ever see the sun Got nowhere to go, we could be here for a while But the future is forgiven, so smile.....
I should work out today but in so tired..