#5.5.22

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[5.5.22]

[ener-chi]

Story time! TL;DR parasites and visions

Ever since I graduated (commencement hasn’t happened yet but I finished school a quarter early) I have just been obscenely busy with Life. I seem to have been just On The Go, either with work or my social life.

The past couple weeks were especially busy - my sister came from out of town and visited me for a week, and then immediately afterwards I drove up and spent some time with my best friend. That, plus spending time with my partner and work, significantly drained my social battery. This weekend, I was burnt out to a crisp - or so I thought.

Starting Thursday, I was just RAVENOUS. Literally starving, and no amount of food that I ate would alleviate the pangs. I was just so hungry, and so so tired. I was eating a lot, sleeping heavily, and nothing seemed to make it any better. Not even acupuncture, which has always been my cure-all.

On Tuesday, I remembered that on Thursday, I had spent some time with my partner. She had been feeling pretty depressed lately, so I ended up doing a bit of reiki and a new kind of energy work that I hadn’t done before on her.

I knew that after that is when my burnout really kicked into gear, but I just assumed that it was because of the energy work that I did. But on Tuesday, it occurred to me that maybe part of the reason that she was feeling so depressed was because she had energy parasites. And if she did, I didn’t check to see if they transferred to me.

So I went into the astral and checked, and sure enough. I had three big nasty boys latched onto me. They looked like a giant combination of a catfish and a cockroach. They had energy tendrils embedded in me (like most parasites do), but these were sneaky, and had a few running directly into my main energy meridians.

Of course I got to work and got rid of them. Literally IMMEDIATELY after I did, I began to feel better, and my burnout and my Hunger subsided within a day. It would make sense that I was feeling so tired having them be sucking me dry from my main meridian, but the Hunger thing was a surprise to me. I’ve never felt like that before.

Story 2

Last night I was meditating and completely out of the blue, I suddenly had an image of my coworker. I saw this like black spot in her aura/energy, and it felt off, and I was basically told that I should ask her about it.

I kind of forgot about it, but then at work today coming out of the bathroom, I was told again to ask her about it, so I said fuck it and did. I was like “hey, this might be weird but... are you doing okay? I randomly saw an image of you last night when meditating... blah”

She was surprised, and was like “uhm, yeah actually I’m not” lol and started telling me how lately she’s been super irritable and angry and emotional, compared to her normal super bubbly and cheerful disposition.

Long story short, I ended up taking a look at her energy and offering to do some reiki on her. She agreed, and I went in. It looked like a giant splinter that had pierced her and her aura. It was made of this black blegh energy. I’m not sure where it came from, but it was painful, and it was hurting her. I took it out and healed the spot, and after that she was feeling better and “lighter, somehow,” and throughout the day she started feeling better and better.

Pretty wild.

That’s it for now! I hope that everyone has a good night!

Blessings!

[firiigcr]

Hıdırellez

Eskiden çok eskiden hıdırellezlerde umutla bir şeyler çizip gül ağacına asardım. Sonra 5 Mayıslar bana farklı şeyler hüzünlü şeyler hatırlatmaya başladı, çizip asacak dileklerimi de, çizince gerçekleşeceğine dair umutlarımı da kaybetmiştim. Ama bu sene içimde nedensiz bir umut yüklendi. Belki de 2 gün önce yaşadığım anın, yıllar önce hayalini kurduğun anla aynı olmasındandı. O an çok mutlu olsam da sıradan olduğunu bana şu an yetersiz gelen bir anın, bir an yıllar önce gerçekleşmesi için hayalini kurduğum, gözümde canlandırdığım anla aynı olduğunu fark ettim. Tam da dualarımın kabul olmadığını düşündüğüm, dua etmekten bile vazgeçmeye başladığım zamanlarda, şu an yaşadıklarımın yıllar önce gerçekleşmesi için dua ettiğim anlar olduğunu idrak ettim. Belki gerçekten de ne dilediğimize dikkat etmek lazım, yarım dua etmemek lazım. Bir de son zamanlarda istekleri şekillendirip gözümüzün önüne koydukça, o enerjiyi çağırdığına dair daha fazla inanmaya başladım. Böyle enerji falan diyince de öyle entel dantel konuşanlar gibi oldu ama umarım anlatabilmişimdir, yani işte "vision board" etkisi gibi düşünün. Velhasıl bu 5 Mayıs bir umut doğdu içime ve yıllar sonra kağıda bir şeyler çiziktirip, koydum gül ağacı dibine.

Şimdi internette gördüm, ne kadar gerçek bilmem: " Nesi varsa , bölüşecek biri olsun. Nesi yoksa , bulup getirecek biri olsun." Benim ki de bunun resme dönmüş hali diyelim :)

Karanlıklar içine bir ışık var , mor mor leylaklar!

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