#6-13-17

[shankss-magnificent-ass]

Imagine finding a slang word that exists in our culture and dwarvish culture except they have different meanings

You: I hope Elrond has whiskey, cause I really want to get hammered.

*All the Dwarves stop and gawk at you*

you : what?

Kili : we thought you liked uncle?

you : what does me getting drunk have to do with me liking your uncle?

Balin : ah I think hammered means something else in the lassie’s culture!

you: what does it mean in your’s?

Oin: it means to have sex

you : Oh…well maybe that too if thorin plays his cards right. *winks*

[klaudia2646]

Sometimes

Tumblr eats the posts therefore nothing appears in your blog. Then sometimes Tumblr makes your posts appear 4 and 5 times. Maybe to make up for the ones that disappear?

Anyway, talked to David yesterday, actually, emailed and texted through WhatsApp as they don’t have absolutely no cell phone service. But the do have an internet connection.

My supervisors will not be at work today. I just hope not many people ask to speak to my supervisors as they don’t take it well when we tell them that they’re not in.

My coworker Teresa didn’t go last week to Zumba but did go yesterday and I didn’t. I kind of felt bad. But I wanted to go walking at the park. It was hot as hell. I may go today too. I probably won’t have enough time to go to the concert on the lawn at the library.

Have to get ready for work now.

[the-artist-of-many-fandoms]

Hey you guys! I've had this uke for almost four months now, and I decided to finally try it! Please comment and tell me what I need to work on! If you notice the uke is somewhat out of tune, or I need to work on a certain key, or I need to day out a certain word- whatever! I will gladly take any criteria to get better! This song belongs to Rebecca Sugar, Cartoon network, and it's respective owners. Please don't repost, edit, or the like. P: 6-13-17 Thank you!

[beingboldandcourageous]

The 5 hour drive back from the mountains was a safe trip 😏😍

[beanbagpoetry]

We walked away from the fall carnival

Away from the smell of kettle corn

The sounds of mischievous clowns

Screaming girlfriends scared by masked demons

We reached the parking lot

I suddenly regret meeting her here

I want to drive her home now

Feel her hand in mine at a stop light

I kiss her goodbye

Her lips soft and pink

Slightly parted

I pull away and she smiles

Green eyes flashing at me now

She begins to walk toward her car

Her red hair dancing in the cool breeze

Fireworks begin cascading into the sky now

Happy Halloween

I turn to look at all the colors

All the reds and oranges and yellows

All the autumn celebration

I should've stayed a little longer

Held her under these lights now

A fog appears

Denser and denser

I turn back to her and she is at her car

She looks so beautiful and so blind to it

Almost like she's frozen in time

Unlocking her car door

Click

She stops now

Her head is bowed and my heart is begging for her to look up

To see the emerald city in her eyes once more

She slowly turns and I giggle

She's teasing me like she always does

Her arms are slowly spreading out now

Gripping for one last hug

BOOM

I turn distracted by the festivities

But the fog

It's so thick

Where are the lights

Just muted colors behind thick clouds now

She is closer

Fingers wrist elbows

Seem to be Shaking now

Stop playing and come give me a hug

I yell out

But she is

Frozen in time

Frozen in beauty

CRACK

A branch is breaking now

I turn to a bush and see a fox

Bright orange

Running now

Her head is still bowed

Her eyes refusing to meet mine

I can feel her warm breath on my cheek

Her wild hair is brushing my nose now

There is rustling in a nearby tree

I jump and look and turn toward her again

But She is gone now

Her car is gone

Her presence in this parking lot is gone

Begin Running

Sprinting away now

I slide into my car and start the engine

I turn to clean the back windows of fog

She is there

In my backseat now

Head rising to meet mine

Lips gray and cracking

Nose decaying skin melting off bone now

Where are her eyes

Black holes of nothing replace them

Stretched out arms are reaching for me now

Nails digging into my neck now

Blackness taking over my eyes now

Her once childlike giggle is a cackle now

It's my turn to be gone now

And she

She is walking back now

She is just as beautiful as ever

Stepping on toes first full of glee

She turns to me before getting in her car

She smiles her sweet smile

Thick pink soft lips

Nose upturned and buttoned

And there they are

those emerald city eyes

They just kill me

One last time

[daydreamsofbeautiful]

Here I am sitting alone looking at thinspiration posts. I’m not sure if it’s 2017 or 2015. This time I can do better. This time I’ll be better. This time I won’t get caught.

[daydreamsofbeautiful]

I'm so afraid to lose you to a skinny, pretty girl. You could do so much better and I don't deserve you. I think everyone knows it too.

[substantial-emotion]

"I can't love alone"