I think I'll be writing something that I'm feeling in today. I need to get this out and I don't know how to.

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I think I'll be writing something that I'm feeling in today. I need to get this out and I don't know how to.
Idk tho. Sometimes I look at my Taurus and think: wow I love this boy so much. Other times I look and think: jeez this boy makes me so happy he really is like becoming a best friend of mine. And then sometimes I think: okay so what if I don't actually love him tho? What if this is all made up and I'm making myself think I love him or like him and in reality I can't stand him all the little things that I don't like might become too much one day and I jus completely break him and say I'm sorry but I can't be w you anymore I don't love you anymore what if the only reason I'm w him is bc he hasn't really done anything wrong and I have already promised I'll be w him forever and I don't wanna break a promise and I'm only w him bc the benefits of eating out a lot and stuff? And then I see him sometimes and think I really wanna suck his dick or have him fuck me. Idk.
Scorpio talked to ex Taurus recently and he told me that he got hotter. Like. I don't know how to take that. Bc normally when he says that about people it's like damn nice but w ex Taurus I told Scorpio wow he must be really attractive or some shit but I was jus thinking wow okay but he is a fucking asshole so not really attractive at all. Fuck him. And then I thought that I jus wanna get really in shape but not too in shape so that if I ever see or run into him I could be pretty much saying fuck you asshole w out saying it.
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When your 2 favorite people are at school so you don't havd anyone to talk to.......is it 10:30 yet?!!!!
Dear diary
I seriously have to stop crushing on this little fucker My mom says he's a 10 compared to me. The last 10 (like, just in general. Even our prof would comment on it) I liked, there came a moment when I turned to him to say hi, & he stared at a green fence like if it was the most interesting shit ever until I passed. This cute fuck did the same thing earlier today I gotta quit it with this whole emotions shit >.<
All these different artists and bands and shit got me wanting to write a concept album but I’m in highschool and don’t know how to write a song
banagender - being a bana