Not me lying awake in the middle of the night thinking about how Dani and Jamie had 10+ years together and were still. so. in love.
Not me lying awake in the middle of the night thinking about the look on Jamie's face when she says, "We could have so many more years."
Not me lying awake in the middle of the night thinking about the utter devastation Dani must have felt upon waking and finding herself looming over Jamie like that.
Not me lying awake in the middle of the night thinking about the last shot and that god forsaken Sheryl Crow song, trying to hold my ribcage together while a black hole of aching sorrow opens up in the middle of my chest.
I'm fine.













