#8-12-19

[its123am]

8-12-19 (Monday)

[huzzah-for-clouds]

[daydreamsofbeautiful]

I found this dog through the Licking County Humane Society awhile back and I absolutely love him. He's my baby and if my apartment allowed dogs I'd adopt him now. If by some miracle he is still at the shelter when I return from study abroad I'm gonna take it as a sign and bring him home. I keep checking the website to see if he is there. I know I shouldn't because it'll be bittersweet if I see he's been adopted. His current name is Moonshine but in my head he's Graham (Teddy Graham/Graham Cracker). I love this dog too much. He's my baby and I really hope I can adopt him (but I know he's adorable and 2 years is a long time for no one to adopt him)

[the13thfloormasterpiece]

Morning thoughts ☀️

I’m feeling myself disassociating a lot this morning. I’m assuming it’s due to anxiety and stress. My mom goes into surgery today....and I can feel this knot in my chest that I can’t seem to get rid of....it’s like I’m waiting for something to happen in order to allow myself to break. Does that make sense?

I have a Therapy session tomorrow and I’m hoping that will give me a space to unleash everything...

I really overate yesterday, so I’m feeling really bloated today. I know I have to eat today and I’m going to try my best but I’m really struggling.

[wizwitorwithout]

Iced coffee

I am trying to kick my obsession. Day 1 without stopping for my little iced vanilla coffee. I want it lol. But I know i real all those things that say it’s a waste and blah blah. But when you have an hour commute and the stop at Starbucks makes you happy and it’s yummy... sigh.

I’m in a weird mood where I really just don’t feel like being at work. I’ll try to Shake it but I just feel meh? I will listen to music and try to perk up. I did have a really freaky dream about my Mom so it’s hard to move past that. Spin class helped but it’s still bugging me

Seeing my therapist tonight for the first time in a while and that will be good.