#8.10.19

[mechbabiidol]

<f>

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

Bought some shit again

Not physically owned this for like a decade

Bought this not even realising it had DVD as well, fucking steal

Cute girl

Presents for friends also but no spoilers

[closetgremlin]

I think??? My physical phone screen is popping off my phone?????? Appple…

[ener-chi]

Today i redid my wards

My old wards were actually the first wards that i made when i first started practicing and I’m ashamed to admit but i didn’t do the best at the upkeep either. I’m surprised that i’ve gone as long as i have without getting attacked or something like that lolol

But anyways yeah this was by far the biggest energy work project i’ve ever done. I took down my old wards and then put up these new ones. The whole process took me almost 2 hours. I got about 1/3 of the way through and my energy was zapped, but i was determined to push on. I got 1/2 way through and i felt like i had been hit by a train and i actually had to stop and do some major recharging, before i was able to finish.

I’m feeling... alright, now but i purposefully left my schedule completely open today because i know that i’m going to be feeling like trash and super drained for the rest of the day.

But it’s going to be worth it. These new wards are so much more secure, and now that i’m kind of delving deeper into the astral and into spirit work, i think that it is definitely necessary.

Anyways, if you need me i’m going to be resting and sleeping all day.

Blessings!

[godsnameisjoy]

Meditation and Novel Reading

Date : 8 October 2019

Duration : 31 minutes at 10:30 pm

Depth :

This session had a feel of lowered concentration due to lack of the afternoon session. Without a day time session, I am unable to sustain the super conscious mind at night. Besides, I had lived in the world created by an author, through the entire day. I had read carefully the novel that was released the day before. My attention was given away to another world. I was not inward bound through the day. This never helps the meditation at night.

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

Noukin’s first episode was pleasant enough for me to want to happily watch more, so yeah.

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

I watched the first episode of Kandagawa Jet Girls and it was fucking awful holy shit. See when I first read the still very short MAL description I thought it could be fun but then I watched a PV, knew I’d hate it, and lo and behold that shit was atrocious. It’s almost exclusively the visuals because fucking Christ the character designs are among the worst I’ve ever seen, character art and animation was an abysmal showing for the first episode, environmental art, particularly the way the river interacts with the world around it, made me want to throw up, and the fucking CG oh my god. I wish this was just cute girls do jet skis but it’s disgusting abominations do weird jet ski shooting hentai ecchi game and like, fuck that. Speaking of ecchi there’s one shot in the entire episode that wasn’t not hot, which is way too little for an ecchi show. Actually that’s kind of a lie, because I watched this on kissanime, where scenes that seemed like they’d show nipples were really pathetically censored. Anyway I went looking around and yeah there’s an uncensored version of this show with nipples and shit, and like real talk? The nipples were well drawn, such that the shots with them are like, actually pretty hot. So it has more than one hot shot, but they were just censored. That’s kinda lame. 

Anyway I’m not gonna drop this because fuck it, I’m barely watching anything this season anyway.

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

Still talkin’ second OPs, Vinland Saga’s was worse. Survive Said The Prophet > Man With A Mission. New ED’s fine musically, but the visuals are just highlights from the show’s first cour with some sketchbook filter which is a bit lazy. This show’s production isn’t terrible, in fact it’s not even really bad, but god damn do I wish it was better than it is. Hey that’s what Blu-Rays are for though right? Anyway yeah episode 13 was good, Askeladd continues to be the best character, Canute finally spoke and I could immediately recognise the Kensho Ono in his voice without even needing MAL to verify it for me, but I mean I checked anyway because if I was wrong in this post I’d look like a clown, and yeah Canute’s Kensho Ono. Coolio.