I always thought I leaned towards the asexual sepcturm, but I was never set on it because I have been sexually attracted to people, but literally only two. Everyone I'm around are pretty sexual people, so me only finding only two people sexually attractive ever in all my years; was odd as hell to me. So tonight, Rachel Whitehurst made a video coming out to being bisexual and how great it was just to be out with it and of course my sexuality hating self; I hated on it. My hates been doing an odd thing the past few months though, its been steering me into wanting to find the root of the hate and to understand. All of that led me into looking into asexuality and it led me to finding demisexuality. Which was a mind blowing revelation!!! I didn't know how to interpret nor understand my sexuality until now because I've never heard of anyone else feeling the same way. I understand the 'coming out hype' or whatever now. It's refreshing as fuck to know more, understand more, and accept yourself more as a person. You wanna shout that shit out loud once you have a name for it.