#8bjs

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Evolution

1st I’d like to say welcome! A lot of changes are being made as i am starting to focus actually establishing DEVOLEBs brand. If you didn’t catch it, DEVOLEB is an anagram of BELOVED; who wouldn’t want their venture to be beloved by all!? Please enjoy your visit, tell a friend, or leave a terrible comment!

[8bjs]

So lately I’ve been swimming in my thoughts. Life in general, Jade, the chaos going on, my current situation, and my frayed optimism.I fight to stay focused during my day-to-day as the never ending rush hour of thoughts gridlocks my mind. Meditation is key (ill get back to it eventually)

Death! Its always been something in the back of my mind; just a curiosity. The obvious questions like: what happens, do you go somewhere, the fucking tunnel, and whats left behind. in 2010 Had an Anxiety attack which led to a mini stroke and a severe asthma attack. This fucked me up mentally and the medications prescribed agitated my mental state. After that episode I’d have little “visions”, vivid little visions of myself or loved ones dying; They would always relate to the current situation. This led to a social anxiety that ended up being pretty good for me in hindsight. I got to know myself in my seclusion. 

Its 0944  and i really don’t feel like writing about this anymore haha. 

Pokemon go has made for some hilarious screentime! While at a red light on Flamingo and Decatur (vegas) i noticed a “gym” on the NW corner of the intersection, and Ricardo’s Mexican restaurant is the real world counterpart for said gym. I found it ironic that my phone went crazy as a handful of “rattata” (a purple rat) show up near the gym. I wonder if the restaurant has rodent problem?!

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Random thoughts for the week

So i really want to dedicate some time to 8Bjs, which i have been having back to back ideas for! The only issue is time, but i feel that starting on a weekly basis might be a good start.

A brief re-introduction 

My name is John and i am 28 years old. I have a 4 year old who will be able to kick your ass and shes my strength; i am divorced. That last bit needed to be mentioned because it spurred major changes within the last year. Photography is my high school crush that i get moderate face time with, but i plan on boo’n her up real soon. I’m an AF Vet who works IT in Sin City. A nerd at times and awkward as hell, but it plays in my favor... mostly. I’m sort of detached, but I’ve grown comfortable in limbo between total seclusion and social norms. Satire and cannabis are a good couple, while slacker comedy warrants a sharp mind (don’t ask ha). The 80′s and 90′s are lenses in which i view the world when in creative or artistic modes. I ride in my own lane which doesn't even exist in this plain of existence(again, don’t ask). Woke, been woke and glad to see others no sheep’n it around anymore. I like my guns, I like sushi, I like phase 10, and I like video games. The phrase “scatter brained” pops up in my head multiple times in a given day, but i believe the opposite might be used to describe my thought process...(at times). I am not an LOL person and i suck at ig and sanpchat. I think I’m done haha, 

[8bjs]

Dreads

Well, I just went got two clay pots and that solved my problem! Right now i am feeling the damn burn with these things though! From what i heard/read, my scalp needs to adjust to being 100% free of the processed mess. Right now I'm sitting at 3 1/2 - 4 inches.

[8bjs]

Dreads

So....I started my dreads about 6 months ago, and i just recently went completely natural with them. I get Aloe gel from the leaf, but now i need to know how to sustain the plant! I have been successful with many other plants but so far not with this, However i have only had it for like two days.

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BooaNoite! :*