#9-2-15

[i-e-nfpisces]

Music Life

It’s a pretty sad moment when your friends and family think it is more likely for you do be dead or lost in a music building than asleep in your bed…

[treacle-tears-blog]

not thin enough (yet)

[ranting-24-7]

Stupid Asshole!

I know I made it clear I didn't like the prick, but fuck! Stupid ass didn't have to go be a pain in the ass and keep bugging me for all that time if he was only upset that his first choice was already taken! Seriously, if the person you like is taken, don't just go for the friend because they're there. You make friendships, and you get to know people. If things don't work out for the person you like with who they're with, then you might have a chance. After all, they should already know you by that time enough to maybe think of you that way. But to hit on their best friend just because it'd be bad manners to hit on a person that's already taken is JUST! AS! BAD! I am no one's rebound or second choice! I am not just a prop that you can use until the person you want is free. I am a person with feelings and a life. Don't cause me anxiety because you're making me feel bad since I don't like you, and don't fucking bother me if you don't like me!! Fuck off! Wack off if you just. I mean obviously all you wanted was someone to relieve your sexual frustration. Watch a porn if that's what it takes! But leave. Me. The fuck. Alone! Chuck! I seriously hate fuck boys...

[deemay-eelah]

So I did a thing this weekend

And I’m feeling some type of way. And I knew this was going to happen, because this is how I feel after any hookup with any guy that I have had even a slight attraction to. I mean, its not serious, I just always end up feeling slightly attached, through neither of our faults, its just like “oh wow, I hope I run into this guys and we can even just chat for a little” or “hmm, I wonder if he’s thinking about it even a little” or “I wonder what he’d say if I suggested we go out sometime”

But like I said, its not really a big deal, I get like this all the time and it usually fades. But I still get caught up, and these feelings are the only reason why I could ever say I regret a hookup. I don’t actually regret it, I usually enjoy it and it is always a nice feeling to actually have that kiss or whatever with a guy that I thought was attractive or liked or whatever. I’m just saying that if I ever did regret it, these feelings would be why.

None of this probably makes any sense. But its my post so whatevs.

[feliciter]

Today is crappy so far because I woke up really sleepy and at work the coffee tastes like poo because we ran put of creamer and I feel nauseous and am having bad cramps and when I trial balanced my drawer before lunch just now it was short $1,000 so I figured maybe I put a check under cash on accident or something but none of us can find it but I know there’s no way I just gave out an extra grand so I’m just really ready to go home and take a bath and then sleep in tomorrow

Update: my manager found the shortage and it wasn't my fault so yay for that

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