Jul 30, 2024
✨it’s fearless✨
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98 Days until Summer
98 days until Christmas. 🌨
I don’t mean to alarm anyone but we’ve broken the 100 day mark until baseball season
Wenn der Studienbeginn näher als der letzte Rückfall ist. #stolzaufmich
Post work out selfie! I got really sad this morning, y'all. I put on my favorite dress, which used to fit me a couple of sizes too big when I got it, and I did not want to zip up! Y'all... I felt my heart breaking! I felt disappointed! How could I do this to myself? So I'm 5'1" and I weight 172lbs. I weight myself in early June and I was at about 164lbs. My last weigh in was June 26th, at my annual check up. That means I gained almost 10LBS (10 POUNDS!!) in less than ONE MONTH! How, even, did I DO that? If I'm being completely honest, it's not the numbers that bother me the most. No, what bothers me is how uncomfortable I am with my body. I feel so tired all of the time. I can FEEL the weight gain on my inner thighs, that don't feel as strong as they used to. I can feel it in my already weak upper body strength. Mostly, I can feel it on my face. I can feel my cheeks hanging off my face. My skin is breaking out worse that ever, not just on my face. I began working out a couple of days ago, but today, I had a sense of renewed determination. I refuse to ignore what my body is telling me any longer. I will reach my goal! And it all starts with that first step. This is it.