#a boy one

[porloquevivoyo]

In other news

Eva took her first steps today ❤️

[depressionandpositivity-blog]

her name is cheyenne, and she’s lovely

“she’s really pretty”

of course she’s really pretty

she’s stunning

she’s soft and small and kind

she is waves where i am storms

she is all the things i am not, and all the things that i was.

i could be her

but i am not her

i like to think i have a different story

a more important one

but then why is it that all of them are watching hers?

is she the new me?

the one who had all my soft features before i started

taking

up

too

much

space?

i wish i were smaller

i wish i had time to be smaller

i wish i could eat things that make me feel good

and keep my promises

why didn’t you say i was also really pretty?

why didn’t i get that last pity bone

am i that hideous?

am i that large?

am i that undesirable?

not even my work is good enough to make up for my vessel

my anger

my hardness

[depressionandpositivity-blog]

because you like haikus

we used to be on  the same page of the book. now, you’re chapters ahead. 

[sparkeshark]

my ultimate dream wish and goal in life is to have a friesian horse like omg

[jyniisan]

i was thinking about it...

and i think in maybe a year i might get a kitten

for my birthday. a gift or something for myself. so when i finally am on my own, im not really alone. 

ill need some good names. going with an rvb theme since i already have grif

[allthegamesweplay-blog]

thought on volunteering at the greyhound center again: -its funnnn -its easy -the dogs are so cute omfg -its far :l -now i want a greyhound again :l