Dec 30, 2020
every day i wonder WHY i took up math and then i remember how i need to pass the entrance test. this uni better be worth the mental torture math's putting me through. k time to study and eff up my mind more.
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every day i wonder WHY i took up math and then i remember how i need to pass the entrance test. this uni better be worth the mental torture math's putting me through. k time to study and eff up my mind more.
why does A'levels have to be so stressful? and WHY does my teacher have to keep a test on a SATURDAY. how is this fair. i want a break. as if life and living in this pandemic wasn't bad enough, we have tests on a weekend!!
so done, so done, so done.
it's 12 am and i'm here doing everything but what i should be. this is NOT the attitude that's going to get me through A'levels. oh god. what am i even doing..
Hit me up if any one of you needs any help regarding as level sciences. Or o level sciences.
Made my door a blackboard. Used chalk to write and memorise the entire respiration process.
Beginning of A'levels (Again. For the 3rd time.)
Finally updated my Internet Explorer. Hence, I would be able to makes update to this tumblr now. (Yes, I'm using IE cause I can.)
Had H2 Mathematics Paper 1 today. That was the 2nd A'levels paper I would be sitting for this year. It was horrible. It was way harder than last year, so if things stay the way it is I would certainly not be able to get accepted into the local universities again.
Blobby put it pretty concisely
"I finally realised that exams are meant to make you and all you studied look worthless. Took me long enough." Sigh so glad it's finally ending
Is it wrong?
I hate big families. Extended family members drive me insane. Maybe I'm irrational, and not as supportive as I should be, but I really don't see them doing the same for me. I'm just too use to being alone, and today I didn't go to a important family event and my brother came back and told me how every one thinks I'm just awful for missing it. Perhaps I am awful, but I'm always so alone that I've grown use to it. I don't think I'm a loner, because sometimes I get happy when I see someone I haven't seen in a while and being secluded for too long gets me depressed, but there are certain things that I can't stand - like unannounced guest/plans. For me to ever be prepared for anything, I would need a 2 weeks notice. Also, tomorrow is my CIE A'level English Language examination, and I'm seriously not in the mood to be going anywhere when I'm so nervous about passing.
But it's like every time I'm alone I wish I had friends, but when I'm with people I rather be in my room doing nothing. What do you call that?