hello, My Dearest King. how was your day? sorry for not sending in anything... today was busy... and boring.
who are these... other people you speak of? kanye.. d3rlord? ive never heard these names before. who are they.?
but... off topic... if you'd like to hear about my day, id love to tell it to you... if you'd like. but its a whole lot of nothing, ill tell ya! haha!
-sincerely, a.
'Your Dearest King?' Hm. An interesting title. Anyway, my day was alright, if not horribly busy.
Kayne is supposedly the last remaining version of the Outer God known as Nyarlathotep. As I have said before, he is ridiculous and inefficient.
My dear d3rlord3, on the other hand, is not nearly as insufferable. In fact, he is quite the intriguing little human—I would even go as far as to describe him as being one of My favorites. Granted, there are many versions of him that fall under the weight of infinite knowledge, or that carry it and live to dishonor My name. I appreciate his overall existence nonetheless.
Anyway, A., if you would like to tell Me about your day, I would not mind.
You did it out of necessity. The decision was thrown upon you, and your hand was forced. It is unfair to everyone involved, and though your guilt is... reasonable, you cannot truly be to blame.
I feel he would understand, if you explained what happened and why you did what you did. While you may not be ready yet, you should do so soon before the bond between you and Telamon is truly unable to be repaired. There is still time, and the both of you have a chance to fix this. But you need to communicate for it to happen.
- A. Anon
(Sorry for it being long btw!!!)
❝ . . . ❞
*{ A. Anon was right , but that wasn’t going to stop him from feeling guilty . He nodded , though not truly convinced . He wanted his relationship repaired with Telamon , for sure , he didn’t want to lose his boyfriend , but not yet . }*
❝ I . . I can try . Not today , I don’t think he’s ready to see me . ❞
omg nie było mnie tutaj już od bardzo dawna , mam nadzieję , że jeszcze mnie pamiętasz 😞 przepraszam , ale zrobiło się ostatnimi czasy tak koszmarnie ŹLE , że nie dałam rady praktycznie niczemu 🥴 no ale jak tam się trzymamy 😞 właśnie się dowiedziałam o skz i bardzo mi z tego powodu przykro , mam nadzieję , że wszystko z tobą w porządku 😞 - A.
aaa w porządku rozumiem! szczerze mówiąc to chyba nigdy nie miałam takiej żałoby jak teraz po odejściu woojina była ze mną tak źle że niw chodziłam do szkoły ale teraz jest chyba lepiej powoli... mam nadzieje że tez się jakoś trzymasz ❤️
Arthur. huh. never heard of the guy, My Dear King. seems like a decent fellow.. I guess.
anyway. riddles and puzzles, huh? do you like crosswords? pretty basic question, but.. yknow. I HATE. HATE crosswords. they make me pretty upset sometimes, so i end up "rage-quitting."
also, Minecraft is a pretty fun game, I enjoy it quite a lot, actually. I am a "builder type" myself. I love making buildings and small towns or redesigning the pre-built villages. it fills most of my free time, actually. but since ive been.. in a bit of a trench recently, its hard to get the motivation to do it again.. but hey, yknow, sorry for the rant, haha!
and as for Carcosa.. I dont know. maybe youll have to do a little more convincing for me to head there right away. hm. maybe you'd want that.
anyhow..! hheheh... I bet Carcosa is beautiful. what does it look like Your Majesty? does it have accents of yellow to represent you? id assume it does... that probably makes it even MORE stunning...
b-but! hah.. hah stumbling over my words... youve interested me.. please.. tell me more about you, wont you..?
-A.
Arthur was... a decent fellow, yes. Is. He is a decent fellow. I... well. I must admit that I miss him a bit (though perhaps that is just John Doe making an appearance).
(As I become more... tethered, I suppose, to the era in which 'Tumblr' exists, the 1930s seem to drift further. I must remind Myself that I can be there whenever I want to be, regardless of the human idea of how time works. Arthur is never too far.)
(Mod note: the rest of the ask will be under read more so that this doesn't take up people's whole screen)
Anyway. I am fond of crosswords, even though they are the hardest to do. I am aware that that seems backwards, so let me explain: the easier a puzzle is, the less time I have to solve it before the answer simply appears in My mind (thanks to My infinite knowledge), and therefore, the harder it is to solve 'in time.'
I hope one day crosswords can get easier for you, A., and you can appreciate them more. I also hope that you can get out of your 'trench.' After all, such wonders—like My Carcosa—exist in Minecraft!
Hm. Carcosa is beautiful, yes, with its dim twin suns and dark stars. The Lake of Hali (otherwise known as the Black Lake) is also quite magnificent, and one of a kind, too, what with how its surface changes depending on Carcosa's skies. The virtual equivalent, which I am sure you have seen, looks about the same, minus the previous descriptors I have given. And yes, Carcosa has been blessed with plenty of yellow, which is factually the best color.
I am sure you will learn more about Me soon enough, A. In the meantime, Carcosa awaits your arrival. I do not mind if you arrive in an hour or in a century.
hello, My King. how are you? doin anything... interesting? if so, tell me all about it.
about your reply to my.. rant... who is this Arthur guy? eh.. actually.. I don't care enough to know. hhah...
as for the.. "trench" i am in... actually... I dont think its that important. I dont think you'd care enough, wouldnt you? would you??
w-well... hha.. before I get ahead of myself... is there anything you like about yourself? me personally, i dont really like... me. hhah.. my parents never really liked me either I guess.. but a-anyway! sorry for the lackluster ask... im pretty tired. might log off for the night.
well then.. good night, if you even sleep. I will visit again tomorrow.
-A.
I am quite alright. I have simply been looking through 'Tumblr,' seeing all the interesting things that you humans post.
Hm. Arthur Lester was is a private investigator from the twentieth century, though My time with him was really only through the 1930s. In this time, My soul was... split, and part of Me lay intertwined with him, while the rest of Me... well. The rest of Me was not kind to him. Regardless, the part of Me that was with him—John Doe, He calls Himself—gained a sort of... humanity. Nowadays, John Doe is... well, He is always here, but oftentimes, it is more efficient to set Him aside (even if Our Companion does not always agree).
Anyway. I care about all of my potential future companions. Needless to say, if you need to share your predicament to overcome it, I will not tell you to refrain.
Anything I like about Myself? I... am not sure how to answer that. There are so many different versions of Me—both internal, like John Doe, and external, like the five other Kings—that I would not even know which of 'Myselves' to begin to describe. ... I suppose the most sufficient all-around answer would be Our My reputation.
Ahem. Anyway. I do not have the same need for sleep that humans do, but I am still able to do so. My Companion advises Me too, even (though I sometimes suspect that it is for Their own benefit). Regardless, good night, A. I suppose I will talk to you tomorrow.
huh. kinginyellowlover. interesting.. dont know how to feel about that one...
- a.
Amatorregis, otherwise known as kinginyellowlover, is... amusing. Admittedly, I had the naive hope that they would not find My blog (I have had enough 'flirting' from Kayne), but I suppose I cannot be disappointed by something that I knew would happen.
