Dear happiness, you are everything and I cherish every moment with you. Though I try to be the best of myself when am with you, I might have missed being that what you were seeking of me. In doing so the thought of missing your expectations make me feel low which takes me to crying in lonesome corners, where nobody sees me- nobody hears. I revitalize myself every day, run over again so that I be the complete self of myself again and again. I am questioned, I am weighed in the societal norms, I am told- I passed being a mother or some times am said I failed being one good one. There are expectations in total dismays from me and am tired with every other says many times. I have stopped this juggle. I have stopped staying up to expectations always. It's a long run. The run of 25 months + (16+9) and the journey with so many ups and downs- yet happiness that surpassed them all and faith that came in the form of my siblings and mom and Ankit and Dear you who held me strong all these times. 16 months into this world and from day 1 you brought with yourself different emotional swings for me. I have so many things to tell you when you grow up. So so many things. Your each picture, gestures, acts take me to heavenly heights. You are a blessing love. I love you so so so much. Happy sweetest sixteen ❤️️❤️️! . . . #SixteenMonths #And #Growing #LilEhhKay #Aarvik #TheGift #TheLove #TheBliss #Parenthood #Blessing #Happy #Parents #EhhKay 🤗❤️️❤️️! https://www.instagram.com/p/Bub6pjbBvdHRV6VeiUTehNgaY1XiSyW4Me1FFE0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3ssx06x20s7y