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absconsion

the moment

you crash

together

with reality

colliding

old desires

your native urge

gets you

swallows you

devours you

alive

you crave

escape

it craves

you

so you try

absconding

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Art is a jealous mistress; and if a man have a genius for painting, poetry, music, architecture or philosophy, he makes a bad husband and an ill provider.

Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Solace

my addiction

Her beauty

Her poison

makes me blind

secluded and bewildered

my eyes - only for Her

can't focus

can't breathe

my only desire - She

I abandoned Her

She abandoned me

I'm lost in eternity

searching for Her beauty

I follow Her traces

pursuing my temptress

desperately hunting for scraps of Her

abductive fineness

I sleep with Her roaming depictions

find fragments of Her elegance in their appearance

create pieces of Her

my very own pieces

sedated for a night

benumbed and insensate

but as the sun comes out and these shallow seductresses

open their delightful mouths

moving these provoking lips

divulging their intrinsic self

exposing their insubstantiality

turning so odious

so repellent

their beauty unable to savor any longer

Her beauty so tainted

I deluded myself

to keep my head above water

so I leave before the sunrise

to live dull with the disappointment

until I can't breathe again

once again obliged to follow her traces

pursuing my temptress

another night

yearning for solace

yet truly yearning for Her

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If it wasn't for them, I'd wish to never touch the ground again.