i just wanted to get a fucking sandwich
but no, ian had to come down and interrupt me and do that weird fucking thing he does when somebody else happens to get in the way of his on the dot schedule
and then dad overheard our bickering, made us clear out, and had to fucking lecture us about our wrongdoings
AND HE DECIDED TO FUCKING MAKE IT ABOUT OUR AUTISM
AND HE MADE IT SOUND LIKE THE FACT WE’RE AUTISTIC IS LITERALLY THE ONLY REASON WE DON’T GET ALONG AND IF US SIBLINGS CAN’T GET LONG THEN OOOOOOOOHHHH OBVIOUSLY WE’LL NEVER BE NORMAL FUCKING HUMAN BEINGS IN SOCIETY
AND HE DECIDED TO GET ON HIS FUCKING HIGH HORSE AND MAKE IT SEEM LIKE HE WAS A MARTYR OR SOME SHIT BY PUTTING UP WITH US
i’m fucking sick and tired of him. he was also talking about how i ‘provoked’ my brother because i ‘knew’ how he was going to respond whEN I FUCKING DIDN’T??????????????? HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW IAN WAS GOING TO THROW A DAMN FIT UNDER HIS BREATH JESUS CHRIST














