#about aki

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New guest muse (to test out)

This is Aki Nakamura. He is a high tier host club member of the host club Sin and Silk. He is a yandere. Slightly stalkerish. Amazing memory for remembering details about his lover.

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10 people I'd like to know better!

tagged by @sakae-chan :3 thank you ^^

Last song: "how do you do" by the infamous

Currently watching: the rookie is on the tv playing, as it is most nights

Currently reading: uh trying desperately to read a book called "flame in the mist" by renee ahdieh before it comes due to the library again asklsdkj also wind breaker every week and i should start other manga

Current obsession: wind breaker still - no contest

Currently working on: so so so much but currently...at this very moment...dual kongo edits

Last google search: edward elric young screencaps (pfftt)

Favorite flower: dandelions and sunflowers (really honestly any flower ngl)

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Rules: Answer these questions and tag some people you want to get to know

Tagged by: @ruinsofphaidie & @vashwoofs (oh thank you both so much uwu; i love getting to know you both!! ^^)

Read More due to length:

Name: Technically Ryan or RJ, but I'm trying to change it....again. Pftt.

Nickname: Wheezy lmao. But also Aki is a nickname. Sometimes Goose or Rook, if you've known me a really long time before the change to Aki.

Height: i actually measured myself and has a meltdown bc im shorter than i've thought i was for nearly 6 years - idk if i shrank or what lmao but i'm 157 cm or 5' 1.8" and I will included that .8 fuck yall skdljfkdj

Orientation: *gestures with a shrug* idk man it's really complicated but we call ourselves aroace at the end of the day until something else sticks i guess

Ethnicity: mixed indigenous/white us american -_-

Favourite Fruit: honestly the list of fruits i don't favorite is shorter but i'm always a super sucker for peaches and watermelons with an additional honor for mango except i can't eat a fresh mango for some reason - otherwise flavoring and dried mango jerky is perfect

Favourite Season: nick is so right, autumn is the best!🍂 my hometown has the perfect balance of seasons and autumn is when the temperatures are just right. and unlike the spring when the temperatures are kind of similar, it doesn't have as much pollen going round sending me haywire.

Favourite Book Series: song of the lioness series by tamora pierce ^^

Favourite Fictional Characters: uh...it changes but off the top of my head - george cooper and alanna from the above mentioned book series, kaji ren from wbk, and aragorn, faramir, and pippin from lord of the rings.

A Fictional Character I'd Like as a Sibling: i almost rejected this like nick did but im a middle child that was raised as the oldest, but i think i'd really like hiragi (from wbk) as an older sibling tbh. like...man what i wouldn't have given to have an older sibling that was...actually my older sibling lmao

Favourite Flower: carnations, sunflowers, and mums uwu

Favourite Scent: 🤝 with nick again for petrichor. also that oil smell you find in car garages pft

Favourite Colour: golden yellow mostly nowadays, and then the hues you find between blue and green (like seafoam etc.).

Favourite Animal: foxes and cats. ^^

Favourite Band/Artist: oh so many and it cycles like my favorite characters i feel like but Rise Against will always have a soft place in my heart forever along with Ike Dweck currently.

Coffee, Tea, or Cocoa: Cocoa tbh. I don't like coffee rly bc i associate it with being sick (long story) and i'm allergic to half the teas in the us. But cocoa is usually safe and it makes me feel warm and cosy.

Average Sleep Hours: Depends. If I don't take my antipsych meds, it can range anywhere from none to 6 hours. But if I'm a good boy and don't forget to take my meds, I will sleep an average of 6-8 hours instead because my meds will knock me out whether I like it or not and thankfully let me sleep the whole night usually. Best side effect ever imo.

Number of Blankets You Sleep With: Anywhere between 3-4 depending on how I feel. In the winter I'm never warm enough and in the summer I have to keep the air or the fans going constantly to keep the air from getting humid and hard to breathe in. And also I'm generally just...cold...all of the time. 2 of the blankets are heavy comforters. And 2 are lighter.

Dream Trip: also Japan lmao. But really I'd love to go just about anywhere. I love the concept of travel but I've only ever gotten to go to the UK so far and despite ending up getting some variety of culture shock there - it's still not much different from being the US half the time.

Last Thing Googled: snort. the conversion of centimeters to inches for my height.

Blog Created: this current iteration was created last January (2025). however it's just a remake bc i got overwhelmed by some things on the last blog. i've been on tumblr since 2010 but I've re-made my personal a dozen times because my mom had a stalking problem :/

How Many Blogs Followed: 287. i think i trimmed it down recently kljfdsjk

Number of Followers: to this one...133 - which is...wild....though i think a good majority are spam but still nice

What Do You Usually Post About: a LOT of wbk, random funny memes and posts that tumblr is known for, posts for writers varying from tips to memes and prompts, and a lot of lgbt and mental health support. im very eclectic here. expect fandom as much as non-fandom content tbh

Do You Get Asks Regularly: here and there lately which i greatly appreciate. ^^ i love getting the chance to talk about my interests and im a big yapper you will learn (if you havent already lmao). as long as you're not a jerk or w/e then my inbox and dms are always open

What's Your Aesthetic: somewhere between retired old gay man that used to be goth and an immortal fae prince from the autumn woods. idk lmao.

no pressure tagging for uh...who hasn't been booped yet: @funnythingsidk @bayleavesfromthevine @elmyraerased @witchedwicked @grey-dungeon @see-ya-later-guys @numberonedazaihater @poppy5991 (and honestly if you see this and want to do it, go at it and tag me anyway uwu)

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tagged by @vashwoofs (ah thank you!)

Rules: Make a poll with seven of your all time favorite characters from seven different fandoms, and then tag seven people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite.

pick your fav!

kaji ren (wind breaker)

aizawa shota (my hero academia)

auron (final fantasy x)

bingo (bluey)

hunter (the owl house)

gren (the dragon prince)

zuko (atla)

Voting ended onMay 23

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sorry another ask (not relating to whatever ask i put in a while ago) but after making one of my own posts, im really curious

what are some things that you dislike, but want to understand why other people like?

as an example, i really hate carbonated drinks, but i want to know why so many people like them. like in what world is spicy liquid a good thing yk??

I feel like there is something (several probably) but as soon as you ask, of course, I forget LOL

but I am wheezing about the disliking carbonated drinks. Every time I run into someone who says that I have to have a moment while I try to figure out WHY you wouldn't??? Lmao.

For me it's a mixture of needing the caffeine and personally hating coffee and being allergic to tea (also most tea doesn't have enough caffeine to keep up with my needs LMAO). But also I genuinely like the carbonation feeling because it actually breaks up any mucus buildup so I can swallow/breathe better and just generally helps my throat actually.

OH! Actually - I know! SPORTS!!! I don't understand the interest in sports quite honestly. Or well more specifically I don't understand watching sports. Most of them just do not seem interesting at all to me without experiencing it hands-on, you know?

Especially racing (though idk if that counts as a sport) but it's just a lot of...the ball has moved from point a to point b. people have moved it. oh no its going the other way. dkjaskdjas

the only exception to me is hockey and that's mostly because hockey players start a lot of drama that's fun to watch and also the puck disappears a lot??? so its actually a fun point a to point b to follow LMAO but yeah askljasjk

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What animal would your fursona be if you had one? Cat? :3

Despite being cat coded, I've always thought my fursona would probably be a fox type ngl.

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Hii!! :D ask game!!

2. when's the last time you went on a date?

17. what’s one thing you want to buy, but don’t have the money or resources to get?

21. do you consider yourself a part of any alternative subculture? if so, which one(s)?

24. Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?

25. would you get back together with an ex if given the opportunity?

36. do you paint your nails?

42. what’s one regret you have?

personal questions | accepting

when's the last time you went on a date?

Hrm. This one's a bit difficult to answer because it depends on what your definition of a date entails. If you mean like a social engagement between partners (romantic or otherwise), then I haven't had one since like...high school I guess so over 15 years ago. Because me and my ex never went on dates (and even dating him was like 6+ years ago). I have had numerous meet ups with other people for sex but I wouldn't personally consider those "dates" but if you do, that was a little over a year ago.

what’s one thing you want to buy, but don’t have the money or resources to get?

So many things LMAO I haven't had a job in over 3 years so I haven't had much money for anything. But I very much would like a drawing tablet probably. Idk. It actually look me a long time to think of something because I've literally shut off the part of my brain that "wants" lmaooo

do you consider yourself a part of any alternative subculture? if so, which one(s)?

I think I'd be a member of the furry community, but adjacently lmao. Since fur suits on their own scare me. Also lowkey punk I think, though not as much as I wish I was.

Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?

I feel like I answered this already but I couldn't find it??? But uh...I believe in quite a few but I don't feel comfortable sharing them here openly aslkjaskj

would you get back together with an ex if given the opportunity?

Oh absolutely not lkjdskldj. I've only been in three official relationships - two of them were in grade school with less than mature guys who did not respect me in any fashion and I doubt they'd respect me now as a trans man. My only adult relationship was with an abuser with a chronic need to manipulate, so I do not want that either.

do you paint your nails?

Nope. While I would very much love to, I have a faint tremor and generally just have a hard time keeping it neat and it looks really bad lmao. And I don't like how it looks. If I had the money to spare to get someone to regularly paint them, I might though. I also don't particularly like fake nails, though I would love to have pretty designs.

what’s one regret you have?

I have....so so many regrets. I'm built with an innate guilt complex lmao. Most of them in some way related to my childhood traumas. And I think the biggest one would be I regret protecting my family from the social services that could've rescued me and my siblings. But unfortunately I didn't know what I know now and unfortunately hindsight is 20/20 lmao.

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Hii :D If you were an animal, which one do you think you'd be? And if you could be an animal, which one would you like to be?

Oh this was such a cute question to get and think about this week ngl.

I personally believe I am very cat coded in nature overall but also feral enough that I wouldn't just be a housecat so I think I would be a Serval or a Pallas Cat tbh. Probably more likely a Pallas Cat to take in the slightly aggressive nature I can get when I'm feeling unsafe etc.

If I could choose though, I think I'd personally love to be a capybara lmaooo. I don't know why, maybe just because they're adorable and they have GOT to have some kind of innate anti-anxiety chemicals because they're just so unfazed all of the time lol