#about anon hate

[percywinchester27]

I’ve ignored and deleted these asks for months now. Literal months. But boy, you win. Congratulations. I’m giving up. Anon is off for my blog now.

Over six months of hard work, love and affection went into ALLU. It’s my biggest series yet and I think so far my best writing, too. I will not have you sullying it in my own inbox. 5 times of blocking didn’t help. 2 times of reporting was pointless. So yeah, no anonymous asks for this blog.

Screw you for saying these horrible things for a work that’s brought so much happiness to me and others. It is so much for than a Professor!kink. So much more. It’s about loss, pain, empathy, kindness and above all love.

Do you know what it’s like to be dyslexic and hope to be a published writer some day? Or to have English be your third language and then attempt to write in it? Probably not. So I’m sure you can’t imagine what it’s like to have both of those and then attempt a 200k words long Sam series on tumblr of all sites. You haven’t lived through the absolute self doubt that I live through everyday, cross-checking every spelling and every comma. You don’t know how much each word of feedback means, and how I refresh my notification every few minutes on the day after I post a chapter.

The anxiety is so bad, I can’t post a chapter in the day. I have to do it at night, hit post and immediately go to sleep to dissociate. So, yeah, screw you. 

I’m just going to log off from tumblr and be back only when I feel like it. Posting schedule for ALLU is off now. I can’t put up with this bullshit and then end up feeling negative towards the series that kept me sane in a crappy year. It deserves better. 

Blog is on a hiatus. Sorry for the inconvenience. Hope to be back soon. 

[chocostrawbrry]

I’ve lost count to how many friends I lost because of anon hate. Because someone didn’t have the common sense to unfollow. Jesus, how many more beautiful, amazing people do we need to lose. Fuck you if you send anon hate, you have no idea what that shit does to a person. If you’ve send anon hate, unfollow me rn

[truthbehindthemysteries]

dear anon, criticism would involve being nice and decent. normally offering ideas and suggestions on how to improve instead of leaving someone guessing. it never ever does it involve calling someone a whore or declaring that no one likes them. if you do something like that then please take a more reasonable and logical route.

^^^^^

[stegosoreus]

Hey anons.

Just a lil PSA.

don't you DARE fucking attack my friends.

I dont care if you attack me. you can fucking attack me all you fucking want.

BUT DONT YOU FUCKING DARE ATTACK MY FRIENDS. GOT IT?

[lecrit]

(1) Hey, I just wanted to tell you how glad I am that you spoke out about this. Especially about receiving slander on writing that is very personal to you. I'm an author myself and have a book published that spoke of my experiences with depression and anxiety and suicidal thoughts, and I received a very long winded review about how every single part of it was garbage. And even while other reviews were very positive, that one haunts me to this day. Still, I keep writing and I'm glad you do, too!

Yeah, I don’t think people understand that as much as we try not to, we remember the negative comments more than the positive ones. Thank you for sharing, and I’m glad you keep writing as well! <3

[impalaimagining]

If you know someone is sending anon hate and you condone or encourage it, you are just as much a part of the problem as the person sending it. 

[helabadbitch]

You know what I find hilarious?

@winchesters-blue-eyed-angel

Firstly, you keep hating on the AJ rper for making drama, yet here you are. Stirring shit up. Threatening Dean, threatening their life. Making unneeded drama in this group just like you say you hate. You’re being a hypocrite, sweety. Actually, a dumbass. You just pleaded guilty to physically attacking someone. Now, it can be traced back to you. Plus, I’m also almost positive that Dean is under eighteen so that’s an even worse offensive.

Secondly, you say you love the Alfie and Gabriel rpers, and from your blog I see you’re into Supernatural, but you’re threatening a member of this group. You’ve attempted to kill not only a friend of their’s, and mine, but a family member. A lot of this rp group is incredibly close-knit and being rude towards one, means you’re being rude towards all. How does it feel knowing people you look up to can’t stand you? That they hate you? Hell, how does it feel knowing Jensen, Jared, and Misha can’t stand you? After all, the boys are notorious for spreading positive messages and anti-bullying campaigns. I mean, for crying out loud, Misha pretty much runs an entire charity advocating for kindness and acceptance. You’re spitting in their faces. You’re spitting in the family’s faces with spreading hate around like this. We don’t have room for people like you here. No one wants a pathetic excuse for a person that masturbates to their own shitty fanfiction in this fandom. So you either stop, or the entire rp groups blocks you and you can’t join in the fun.

@aj-winchester-kid-hunter

Dean, you have an entire crazy, wonderful family that loves you. We’ll fight to the bone for you.

[percywinchester27]

Someone dared to send you hate?! Let me at’em girl. Lemme draw some blood off of that asshole. You are awesome and your stories are amazing and whoever sends you hate will get their throats ripped off ya hear me?? 💖💖

Thanks, Ana. You are the best. Hope you know that.