Final thoughts oon my freaking journey of 2 yeqrs with the F1.
I really regret that quarantine 2020 got me into watching the F1. I blame COVID for this too.
This circus is too much for my mh.
My stupid brother told me don't worry about Hamilton "the mafia of the FIA loves him" "he is the lucky boy"
And his comments about Sebastian were the guy is done he is so retiring this year, then Seb lost his seat and I was like okay I don't care LH will continue winning that's so cool because I like him, I never saw what my brother calls "lucky FIA boy" but if Seb was going to go I was okay.
Watching this while my idiotic brother was all about how much MV was the greatest shit and I was like okey honey but he seems a little psyco for my taste. And I went on "oh look at the one with the red tractor Sebastian Vettel" okay I love him, protect him.
My brother was being always so sure the mafia got Hamilton back 😁😁😁 that he got mad because Lewis was wining then shit happend and we were just quiet, my mom even cried for Hamilton, I was/am still heartbroken but even my brother who was watching this shit being all about Max got mad because he literally said " this is not the way you win" "they fucking give it to him" "what is this a xmas gif?"
So if even my brother who was all about the white boy talent for 6 years is angry and mad about this shit, when he was angry because he was lossing.
That just tell me everything I need to know.
I'm not expert last year seeing Seb suffer in the red car was pain, this season was another level of unfairness because I got to love and appreciate Lewis amazing talent, and is just breaks my heart that they did this to him.
And I had to watch it live at 7am. A horrible way to start my day.
Anyway I'm just so angry and sad, i hope that every single one of the haters has a terrible week, because I'm not the best people like the Hamilton family is. I could never touch or hug the hands of the me who called me a drug adduct, coward, killer and that I was afraid of them. I would just literally either leave them there or throw something in their racist piece of shit faces.
Well it seems like I'm more mad than sad now.