#about random shit

[packetofsuga]

not me sending my friends voice notes at 5am about random shit idk how y’all deal with me

[waywardmoeyy]

On another note...

As I’ve been doing what every fanfic writer does on occasion and reading through my older works, I’ve realized something...

My individual works aren’t very long. I mean, like, my one shots and parts of series are RARELY over 1.6k words.

Not that it’s a bad thing. It that it means anything at all. I’ve just noticed that, and I’m finding a pattern.

Which brings me to my overall point. I’m going to at least try to make some of my one shots a little bit longer. Maybe (in the future) make some longer pieces along with my usual length works.

Again, not that shorter pieces are bad in any way. They aren’t. They are quite lovely. But, I wanted to make a new personal writing goal (other than picking up my 300000 works in progress).

So, that will be my goal. Creating some longer pieces to throw into the mix. Woot.

I have no idea why I’m telling you this. I’m just writing it down so I can hold myself to it.

And that’s pretty much it. Carry on (my wayward son). 😁

[6-v-6]

10 Things

I was tagged by @flower-taemin (edit also by @leejinklies she beat me to it thank u soph) thank you bells I hope you feel better soon!! I am sending my love and support your way 

SHINee changed my life my dudes like not only has their music really helped me out when I’ve been feeling down, and not only are the members themselves able to cheer me up with their antics, but the fandom itself has introduced me to so many great people that I’m so honored to be able to call my friends like really I’ve made more friends in this past year than I have in my entire highschool experience it’s surreal and amazing and so many nice people have done nice things for me and yeah I love you all a lot.

one time I tried to balance on top of a wooden log and I fell off and sprained my wrist and had to get a brace

my mom has been using the correct pronouns with me lately and my brother uses my prefered name it makes staying at home a lot more nice and comfortable :D

I can’t take naps it’s physically not possible for me

I still don’t know to feel about my mom waiting 20 years of my life to tell me the truth about her/my heritage so my personal identity is still just a ton of ?????????? 

sometimes I write things maybe

I used to take Fencing and I was so good at it that my brother’s friend in the class used to call me the “kick ass [guy]” because he didn’t know my name. I attribute all my skills to watching the anime Bleach. I won the tournament and the dude I faced got so salty it was Great

I refuse to enter stores if no one else is inside i get way too anxious

During one of my Tae Kwon Do tournaments I didn’t win any medals or trophies when my sister and brother both did so I was Upset and my teacher gave me a bronze medal to take home for doing literally nothing and i still have it #mood

When I was testing for my black belt in TKD part of our test was to memorize 20 korean words and I still vividly remember how badly I butchered the words that I memorized the word 아빠 aka “ouch/it hurts” by telling myself “oh it sounds like Appa from Avatar” and that’s literally how I remembered it by associating the word with a flying bison

I’ll tag: @choiminoh @silverznight @shinee-who @sataeminism @prismorbit but of course only if you want to ~!

[waywardmoeyy]

The dream based Sam x Reader fic is now in progress. Woot.

[mscats13]

Pretty little liars is one of my favorite shows and I love cats also love cooking and baking if I could eat anything without calories existing I would only eat chicken tenders

[solarsabatism]

my phone fell on my face and i deadass hissed at it bro 😭😭 im turning into a cat trust

[spinningbagel]

Sorry for any poor soul that ACTUALLY reads this 😭😭

Spoiler if you haven’t watched the show? (It’s on YouTube) but I really doubt anyone wants to watch the show.

Okay so I’m just ranting abt sheriff and his unaddressed trauma because it s the thing that keeps me up at night. And Ik the others also have their own trauma which is slightly looked into every so often but it’s only ever one episode and is never ever mentioned again. Sheriff’s trauma is more mentioned so I have more to work with here. Though I might talk about the others if the chance strikes.

Okay so first off; my guy canonically went to WAR ffs (and I swear it’s fact most people forget) And it got mentioned ONCE Like-??? He probably saw people get killed on a daily basis. Sure he was only in charge of the pigs but that doesn’t change the fact he most likely witnessed people dying. Also it’s war. It’s gonna be fucking traumatising. The constant fear for his (and most likely his brothers) life would’ve probably been HORRIBLE And like I stated earlier, he only mentioned going to war ONCE throughout the two seasons.

Next, from what I gathered he’s never been a well liked person. The first episode literally shows a whole town looking at him with murderous intent. The guy probably didn’t have friends growing up and is so used to being alone and hated my guy probably just EXPECTS people to hate him. That thought alone is depressing tbh

In episode 21/22 when it’s first revealed that he’s part mutant then there’s this whole discussion between him and the purple meatball before he’s thrown into a cell with his ‘friends’ and they literally call him a ‘freak’ and ‘a person who let us down’ LIKE-??? HUH?? Do you know how crushing it is to have people you trust and consider family basically turn on you the moment they consider you a monster??? Sheriff probably was crushed. He cares for these people and they’ve just called him a freak and turned on him in an instant. And when they finally come around (gotta love vegan-su for that) THEY DONT APOLOGISE??? THEY ARE LIKE “okay cool we know we just called you a freak and basically betrayed you but we can be friends again.” NO APOLOGY OR ANYTHING??? AND SHERIFF JUST GOES WITH IT??? I understand this IS a kids show but they could’ve at least said sorry even if it sounded so insincere. But anyways- how desperate do you have to be for caring people in your life that you just accept back people who literally hated you less than a minute ago. I feel like he needs a day to be angry/upset and process wtf just happened and for his ‘friends’ to actually fucking apologise to him.

Ryan was not dead. He was the fucking supreme master. Imagine this: you’ve been led to believe your brother is dead and despite the guilt you manage to slightly recover only to find out he had been the one you have been trying to stop the entire time. Idk about you but that would feel absolutely terrible to me, to find out your brother is a villain and to have to fight him? At this point Sheriff is just being spoon fed trauma.

Uhm well pretty sure that’s it lol but I’m not too sure. Take everything written here with a grain of salt, it’s just me and my thoughts about Sheriff & his trauma (because who doesn’t over analyse a tv show character’s trauma?)

[stardust-snow]

smth ive noticed is that i either ramble way too much or dont say anything at all. uh